love of my life (Hayes Grier)

chapter 100

gabbys pov

i woke up to dylan coming in my room, "zacs coming home today, wanna come with us to pick him up?" he asked

"nah i'll just wait here thanks though" i said

"alright well we'll be back soon" he said and shut the door.

i rolled over and took my phone off the charger, i saw a text from ethan and cameron.

"hey, we miss you around here. just because you and hayes aren't dating doesn't mean you can't come over. love you kiddo. between me and you, i know you deserve better and i'm proud of you for doing this"  cameron texted me.

"thank you cameron, i love you too" i replied.

"i don't wanna feel like a pest but listen gab, ever since that kiss i really can't stop thinking about it, it seemed so right. please just think about it" ethan said

"i've thought about it a lot ethan, i don't think it's right. i'm not over hayes yet, i just got out of a 4 year relationship with him. i lost my best friend" i replied

i went on twitter and say hayes tweeting as i was looking, "i really messed up this time"

"don't ever do something if it could even slightly hurt someone you love"

"you'll regret it once you lose them for good"

"4 years. i'll never get over her"

"you moved on so fast too, that's what hurts so much"

i couldn't look at them anymore, i texted him. "stop putting stuff on twitter hayes, i didn't move on. he's a friend, don't say stuff about something you don't know"

"he hasn't shut the hell up about you and that kiss you guys shared" he replied

"he kissed me and it doesn't matter because we're broken up but if it helps i told him it's not like that to me at all and that won't happen again because i'm not over someone i just got out of a 4 year relationship with. I lost my best friend, i can't be expected to recover that fast." i said

"well it seems like you did, sure you lost a problem and stressful person in your life. you should be doing great, me on the other hand, i lost the person that held me together" he replied

"i lost someone of just as much impact on my life as you did" i replied

"i'm just asking that you stop putting out there that i already moved on" i said

"k" he said

i got a text from will, "hey gabs, don't know what's going on between you and hayes but hope you guys can work it out bc ur a good kid and me, nash, and sky love having you around and not some petty annoying girl. if he's mean to you lmk so i can put him in his place"

"aw thanks will, i love you guys" i replied

it was raining out and i just wanted to lay in bed and be sad all day.

i put criminal minds on the tv in my room and just laid in bed not doing anything, after an hour i heard people come in the house.

"gab" zac yelled

i didn't answer.

i heard him come up the steps and my bedroom door opened, "i'm home" he said