love of my life (Hayes Grier)

chapter 41

gabbys POV

I woke up and Hayes wasn't in the room.

I looked at my phone and had a text from a random number, "hey, I think you should reconsider what you're doing. when's the last time you were at your moms grave? or kaylas? or spent time with your family? you totally left them just for Hayes. you're a piece of crap"

I sat up and thought, when is the last time I was at my moms grave? I can't remember. Crap, I am a piece of crap.

I looked at the date on my phone, December 16th, my moms been dead for 2 years today.

I got up and got in the shower and then got out and put on white jean shorts and a black tank top and flip flops.

I put my hair up and did my makeup.

I went downstairs to get breakfast and saw all the guys sitting at a table.

"hey gab" Nash said

"hey" I said and sat down next to him.

I just looked down at my food and was too upset to be able to eat.

"are you gonna eat it or just stare at it?" matt asked

"I'm not that hungry" I said

"you ok?" Taylor asked

I just shook my head yeah and got up and decided To take a walk and call Dyl.

I went outside and dialed his number.

D-Dylan g-gabby
D-hey gabs
g-hey dyl
D-I wish you were home on a day like today but hey keep your head up and his fun
g-I'll try I will. who's at the house?
d-Zac, Gavin, me and dave
g-okay tell zac I said I love him and I'll be home soon
D-alright if you need anything, call
g-I will
D-bye I love you
g-bye I love you too.

I hung up the phone and looked at my background which was a picture of me, my mom, Dylan, zac, and kayla.

I saw tears hit my phone so I wiped my eyes and went back inside and sat down with the guys.

"we don't have a show today, we were just gonna go to the beach, are you coming?" matt asked

"yeah" I said

"gab will you come with me to get something?" Cameron asked

"yeah, and where's Hayes?" I asked

"he went to meet up with friends for the day" Nash said

"oh, ok" I said and got up and crossed my arms and looked down and followed Cameron.

we got outside and he stopped and faced me.

"what's going on?" he asked

"oh nothing, how about with you?" I asked

"you won't even make eye contact with me" he said

I looked up and him and felt a tear roll down my face.

he just hugged me and I cried harder into his chest.