love of my life (Hayes Grier)

chapter 68

gabbys POV

I woke up to my door opening, it was Cameron, "how ya feeling?" he asked

"what am I gonna get treated differently now that everyone knows I'm pregnant" I said

"no, I just know you and Hayes were fighting last night so I wanna make sure you're okay" he said

"I'm fine, thanks" I said

"how's your back feeling?" he asked

"a lot better" I said

"3 more days then you get the stitches out" Cameron said

"yeah I know" I said

"get ready, we're all going to the aquarium" Cameron said

"I'm gonna stay here today I think" I said

"no you're not, you're coming" Cameron said

"if one of the guys treats me differently today because of it, I'll lose it and freak out on all of you and you'll see a side of me that you've never seen before" I said

"okay" he said and left

I got up and showered then put on a black sundress and a sweater to cover my back.

I put on sandals and did my makeup and fishtailed my hair then grabbed my keys.

"I'll meet you guys there, I'm stopping somewhere first" I said

"no, just come with us" Cameron said

"no" I said

"gab, stop. just come with us, there's no need for you to drive separately, we will stop where you need to go" Hayes said

"I wanna go alone" I said

"where to?" he asked

"don't worry about it" I said

"Hayes when you're having problems and need to be alone where do you like to go? and do you want people interrogating you or leaving you be?" Nash asked

"gab go you're fine buddy" Nash said and I left.

I drove to my moms grave and got out and sat down on it, "I'm sorry mommy, I didn't bring anything today. I really need you right now, I wish I was with you, I wish I could cry in your arms where I know nothings ever gonna harm me. I don't ever get that feeling anymore, I used to get it with Hayes but the last week somethings been different. I know I'm safe when I'm with zac and dyl but they won't be home for 6 more months. I just really need your help right now, what am I supposed to do? I can't have a baby but I would never get an abortion. the guys are already starting to treat me differently, I can tell. they're all being quiet about it and Hayes doesn't know what he's supposed to do but neither do I. all I know is that I need you right now. why did God take you? it's not fair. you should be here to help me mom. i have no family anymore, they're all gone for a hard 6 months that I really need them. I love you and I miss you so much, I wish you could come home, just for one day. well anyway, I really hope you're happy up there and take care of me, I pray for you every night. I love you." I said

I sat there and eventually wiped my face and stood up, I saw Hayes standing at his car.

"I'm gonna give you the best advice of you're life right now, get in your car and leave. I still need to be alone and I still have another stop to make and I'm not in the mood to deal with anyone right now." I said

Hayes rolled his eyes and got in his car and left.

I got in my car and drive to the prison, "hey, zac and Dylan right?" the lady asked