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i'm currently sat in my room, i can't sleep for the life of me. i grab my phone because my movie just finished '1:42' the time read, oh my days.
why can't i sleep.

i swing my legs over the bed and walk downstairs,
i go to the kitchen and pull a mug out to make a hot chocolate. "ooo marshmallows" i whisper to myself after i see a pack in the cupboard obviously shoving one into my mouth and 3 on-top of my hot chocolate.

after that i run back upstairs.

flick something on netflix and drink my drink.

——— time skip ———

i'm not sure when i fell asleep last night but it's currently 10:03am. "i need to tidy my room" i say to myself looking around at the piles of clothes everywhere, "i need to go shopping too."

I manage to get out of bed after being sat their in a day dream to go turn the shower on. After i've done that i go choose my outfit, as it's getting into winter now, i think it's tracksuit weather. Choosing a beige white fox tracksuit with white writing 'white fox' on the back.

then i go get into the shower. I wash my hair and obviously my body (don't be stanky).

——— time skip cus i feel a bit weird describing a shower 🥰 ———

I am currently sat at my desk doing my hair, i put my curl cream in along with the rest of my products such as, mouse, hair spray.

"if i was your best friend i'd want you round all the time" i sing to 50 cent in the background. (going to see him November 14th AHHHH). I grab my concealer and dot it on my spot leaving it for a minute or two to kind of set? then brush my lashes, put some bronzer and some highlighter on.

i stare at my shoes on my shelf before leaving it and throwing my crocs on. (crocs r the comfiest idc).

I spray some perfume behind my ears, on my wrists, obviously neck, Pick up my phone and a charger and throw them in my pocket.

I make sure to grab my keys downstairs before leaving, i own a grey audi a1 s line. My passion literally.
———
after a 20-30 minute drive i arrive in the city centre ready to shop until i dro- *bzzz bzzz bzzz* i swear if it's this boy again. 'jude 💙🤞'. this boy won't stop, i answer the phone.

"y/n i swear why have you been ignoring me"
"well you was ignoring me for a good 4+ days so i did the same to you" i laugh while walking.
"listen i'm sorry, i don't start playing for a while i just needed to get settled over here and meet people i was so busy" he sighs
"it doesn't take that long to reply to my hello text tho Jude" i almost snap.
"where you are" he asks, considering there's a good amount of noise I'm surprised he didn't notice sooner to be fair.

"town" i reply, short.
"ahh okay can you stay on the phone tho i am sorry, i totally forgot"
"ohh i see you can just forget about me now"
"no not like that i was just so busy and then tired and jus-"
"Jude stop" i laugh "it's fine okay"
he laughs back "i miss you" he says before laughing again.
"me too me too, but i am going to go because i'm about to go into Zara" i say
"alrighty love ya" he says before i hang up.

I enter Zara obvi, first thing i see, a cropped leather jacket. I have a normal length one but just need the cropped one. Literally a second after that i see a seamless jumpsuit, get in the basket. i realise my bank is deffo going to be hurting after this. I also pick up a charcoal grey and white strappy bodysuit, seamless top with rhinestones and a denim corset. My banks broken after that first shop. Jesus.

𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐈𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘 || jude bellingham x y/nWhere stories live. Discover now