"you can't keep doing this to me."

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the feeling of his lips on mine made me melt under his touch. i knew it was wrong, and i shouldn't feel the way i did. but that didn't stop me from kissing him back. his hands roamed my back as he kissed me passionately. my hands made their way to the back of his head. my fingers tousled his hair making him hold me tighter.

my phone started ringing causing us to break away from each other.

"hello?" i said. i hadn't even bothered to look at the caller ID.

"hey, where are you? it's late." the sound of my boyfriend, Dallas's voice made my heart ache.

"i'm oh my way there. my boss wanted me to stay a little later than usual." i lied as i bit my nails. i could feel Shawn's eyes on me as I spoke.

"okay, bye." i hung up the phone and put it in my purse.

"i have to go." i said walking closer to Shawn.

"okay." i placed my lips on his. he was hesitant at first but eventually kissed back. after a few seconds he pulled away.

"you can't keep doing this to me." shawn said breathlessly as he shook his head.

"Shawn I-." He cut me off before I could say anything else.

"you say you want me, and that you're done with Dallas, but here you are kissing me. I'm crazy about you, and all you do is lead me on." Shawn sighed before clenching his jaw. 

I looked at him with guilt. What shawn doesn't know is that i'm madly in love with him. The only reason I haven't broken up with Dallas is because i'm terrified to see what he will do when i do it. i know i shouldn't do it, but it was bad habit that i didn't want to break. 

"you should go." shawn said turning away from me. he walked up the stairs and slammed his bedroom door. i swallowed hard and wiped a tear that fell down my cheek. i turned on my heel and walked out of his house. what have i done? 

Hey guys, so i need your advice. i want to write a book that you guys will enjoy and read, so i have some ideas. comment on which one you would like to read. 

summer love: a girl goes to the beach to visit her grandmother and meets a boy named Dallas. He is the typical "bad boy" and gets under her skin. Dallas is fascinated by her stubbornest and will not stop annoying her. after many arguments the two realize they aren't that bad. but what happens when summer break ends and they both go there separate ways? 

fix:  "those are bad for you." i said leaning against the cool brick wall. "yeah, well we all have something that is bad for us." he said lighting the cigarette. before he could inhale the nicotine i pulled the cigarette the cigarette  out from between his lips. "what the hell?" i met a pair of familiar emerald green eyes. " yeah, well we all need our lungs too." i said making him roll his eyes. when a girl's best friend's brother needs help, she is the only one that can fix him. 

halo: a girl's little brother gets cancer at age 5. this causes them to be in and out of the hospital. well one day she runs into a boy about her age. he is there with his ill mother. throughout the months the two become very close. she notices that some days he doesn't show up. this book will contain a major plot twist :) this was actually an original idea of mine also. 

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