Shawn Mendes Imagines

"i thought i lost you."

Expect a lot of updates on here and Roommates, the cabin, And Changed.

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the sound of my phone ringing woke me up from my peaceful sleep. i squinted my eyes due to the bright phone screen. i quickly answered when i realized it was Shawn.

"hey." i said in a groggy voice.

"hey y/n, i'm sorry that I woke you up, but I need you." his voice was shaky and raspy. it sounded like he had been crying.

"okay, is everything alright?" i asked getting out of my cozy bed.

he sighed a shaky breath before responding, "i'm on my way to pick you up and then i'll tell you everything."

a few minutes later shawn's headlights shined into my room. i threw on a sweatshirt and jogged down the stairs. when i got outside he was getting out his car. i ran to him and wrapped my arms around his muscular body. i didn't want to let go, and i didn't want him to let go.

"let's go somewhere." He said before placing a warm kiss on my forehead. i slipped out of his grip and walked over to the passenger side. i climbed into his Jeep and felt my heart beat faster when i smelt the familiar scent of his cologne throughout the car.

the song, "lovely," by billie ellish played softly through the speakers. 1:43 am glowed above the radio showing the current time. shawn placed his hand on my thigh and rubbed small circles with his thumb. i intertwined my fingers with his and held his hand tightly. i turned my head to look out of the window at the bright stars in the dark night sky.

after about 10 minutes we arrived in a park. i started to get out of the car when i noticed shawn hadn't moved. his eyes were staring at something in the distance. 

"shawn, please tell me what's bothering you." i begged becoming very concerned.

"let's get out and talk." he said letting go of my hand and opening the door. i followed behind him to a wooden bench. shawn and i sat down on top of it. i stared down at my dirty converses on the piece of wood that was made to be sat on while i waited for shawn to speak.

"i had a horrible dream," he started as he shook his head, "you called me telling me that you were on your way home from school and we were going to meet up for dinner. a few minutes later i got a phone call from a nurse saying you had been in a horrific car wreck. when i got to the hospital i saw your lifeless body. your skin was pale and covered with dark purple bruises, a tube was the only thing keeping you breathing. i sat there and just looked at you. i cried, but i couldn't make any noise. all of a sudden the beeping noise coming from the machine made a terrible screeching noise. i looked up to see a green line across the screen. my whole body went numb as i screamed your name. nurses rushed in pushing me away from you. a big wooden door slammed into my face causing me to wake up," he sighed a shaky breath, "i jumped up in the bed covered in sweat. tears filled my eyes as i dialed your number."

"Shawn-," he cut me off before i could finish.

"I know it's just a stupid dream, but i thought i  lost you." he said finally meeting my eyes with his glossy ones.

"but you didn't. i'm right here." i said grabbing his hand and giving him a small reassuring smile, "and i'm not going anywhere." i said squeezing his hand a little.

his warm hand cupped my face as he smiled softly, "i love you so much." he placed his warm lips on mine causing me to melt under his touch. his mouth moved along with mine until we needed air.

"i love you too."