I do not have any motivation.
For school, at least.
School is boring.
It actually really is. I don't even get to see my friends, we're all in different classes! I even struggle to see my girlfriend inbetween periods.
I'm tired of studying, I'm tired of doing boring ass homework, I find no fun in any of that. I'd much rather play League, draw, write, do something actually worth my time.
I'm never motivated to go to school, I procrastinate a whole lot because I don't wanna do my homework and I frankly almost don't even try at all.
The only reason I go to school is to get a nice job in the future. That's all. School right now is a pain that can't be treated nor relieved by antibiotics.
I don't intend on dropping out, not ever, but I'm suffering from boredom and listlessness. I'm tired and exhausted and I'm this close to not even giving school at least one percent of my energy.
Thanks for reading,
Peace out peasants.
Boohoo, 41 seconds for y'all to read this chapter, such sadness.
