You Belong To Me

Chapter Thirty Four

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Kera Neverson

"I just feel like your pushing me away and taking your divorce out on me." Marcus says since him Kim and I were out for lunch.

"When I feel something is necessary I'll do it. You left me after I damn near passed out to have sex with your lil boyfriend. My divorce has nothing to do with you."

"Kera ain't nobody even having sex, you get into your moods and you isolate everyone."

"It's not a mood, I was diagnosed yesterday with post traumatic stress disorder. So I'd appreciate if my friend was there for me, but fuck it."

"K, I'm so sorry..."

"Save it." I took a hard swallow of my cappuccino trying to shake this unwanted feeling off.

Later on when I'd made it home, I made sure the house was cleaned while trying to see what was dinner for tonight. The kids would be home from school since I finally figured out they're bus schedules.

I'd talk Korea in coming over less due to the fact I didn't want to take her away from her husband and family. She'd just call me and come over once a week.

"Hey." I turned around slowly because if I wasn't hallucinating Trey should be standing right behind me, in my kitchen. There he stood in all black watching me.

A thousand questions sparked through my head but the first one I just blurted.

"What are you doing here?"

"You said we could talk..."

"Yeah not you coming in my place like you live here. And I hope you know just by us talking isn't going to change anything." He sighed unnoticeably.

"Just sit down." I couldn't care if he was here or not anyway, him and I have some things to discuss.

"Why do you want a divorce?" He asked.

"I'm not happy anymore Tremaine. Both of us have to be happy in a relationship, it's not something that can be fixed anymore. You'll always have a special place in my heart, and if we can be cordial raising the kids I'm willing too. But you and I aren't a thing anymore. All I want to do is raise the kids peacefully." I smiled letting the 'leftover tears' fall.

"Yesterday when I had my photoshoot, I wasn't feeling too good so I ended up going to the hospital and turns out I'm have post traumatic stress disorder--" I continued.

"What?" He immediately was alert.

"Yeah, the doctor said I'll be fine. I just need to relax and take some time off from things."

"I'm sorry."

"Its not your fault, I should take more care of myself." He nodded.

"Where Kobe?"

"My father wanted to baby sit." He nodded just as I hug him while he was sitting. It wasn't a 'let's get back together I miss you hug' more of we can co parent and be happy without each other.

Layla then came in the house not impressed that her father was here. She didn't even acknowledge him.

"Layla you can speak." I told her.

"Hey." She said softly rummaging through the refrigerator.

"Hey." Trey responded. She found my leftovers from lunch earlier just as I leave the kitchen to go get the little ones of the bus. I slipped on my slides seeing the bus down the street. Good thing they're bus stop is in front of the house.

Once the bus arrived they ran down after crossing, running up to me. I waved to the bus driver kissing Adrian, Avanni and Allisya's forehead.

"Had fun today?"

"Yeah, we had donuts for lunch!" Adrian beamed.

"Wow, guess who's inside?"

"Who?" Adrian, Avanni and Allisya said in sync.

"Go see." We walk back to the house, Trey on his phone in the kitchen and Layla in the living room. The kids ran up to him hugging all over him.

"Daddy!" The girls beamed.

"Hey princesses."

"We still going out to dinner, like you promised?" Adrian said.

"If it's okay with mommy." They looked at me and I had to say yes even though I didn't want to go out and give the public a story 'Kera and Trey, the happy family'

"Can I stay home?" Layla asked.

"No your going. As soon as I get back." Trey responded.

After Trey left I gave the kids some muffins so they didn't eat too much before we leave shortly. I was just going to slip on some Fashion Nova jeans, and a nude top. Nothing fancy.

This was a tricky situation due to the fact I don't think Trey really understands that I want a divorce. He thinks we can still have 'family dinners' like that can change things. I have love for Trey, but him and I are done.

After the little blowout with Marcus he texted me a long paragraph of how he's sorry, about leaving and about yesterday but it's honestly fine now. I'm just working on myself before I can love someone else and care for others.
I checked my phone once more after deciding to leave my curly hair alone.

On that note I made sure the kids looked decent before we left out for the dinner. It was just a dinner while co parenting nothing more!