*Jessie*
The rage in my stomach after Clair read out what my sisters put on Facebook was huge, how can your own sisters, your own flesh and blood I don’t even know I wouldn’t even be able to even think of the words let alone write them down and post them on Facebook. I'm that angry, you know when your really mad and tears fall from your eyes in the anger that’s what is happening, I'm stuck on a plane with them for another 3 hours how do I even cope with that. I don’t even know what to say my Husband and My best friends have stuck up for us and that’s why they are like sisters and that’s why I married Danny because they care, Holly once again is the one to pop up.
Holly: Hannah, Rachel, if you have a Problem Face it don’t Facebook it.
Hannah: Holly and Clair this is our family raw don’t get involved
Clair: Normally I’d say fine fair enough but NO! you and Rachel have pissed me off that much I'm going to say what I'm thing and I don’t care I really don’t, HANNAH SHE SAVED YOUR FUCKING LIFE HAVE A HEART, me and Holly were the ones there when times got hard and Chris came back, because without us she could be dead right now, so don’t fucking sit there and tell us to button it because as far as me and Holly are concerned Jessie and YOUR parents are family, I used to class you as that but after your behaviour lately, no way would I want my family to be so, arrogant and disrespectful, and so hurtful do you see what you two have done you’ve reduced your parents and your sister to tears your sad and I actually pity you I really do, Happy fucking Holiday everyone.
Hannah: I never said she didn’t save my life, and do you know how much I respect her for that.
Holly: fucking show it then because when I get off this plane I'm turning straight back round again.
Rose: No Holly your not going home
Holly: what and see everyone like this all holiday
Jessie: CAN YOU ALL JUST FUCKING STOP IT OK IT’S NOT BIG AND IT’S NOT CLEVER HAVE SOME DECANCY OK YOU MAY NOT LIKE ME THAT MUCH BUT TAKE THAT OUT ON ME AND NOT MUM AND DAD AND HOLLY AND CLAIR THEY ARE AS MUCH AS MY SISTERS AS YOU TWO ARE AND AT THE MOMENT A LOT MORE BEACAUSE THEY CARE ABOUT ME AND THEY CARE ABOUT OUR PARENTS. SO IF HOLLY AND CLAIR DECIDE THEY ARE GOING TO LEAVE WHEN WE GET THERE I GO WITH THEM OR YOU TWO CAN GO BECAUSE I'm NOT HAVING IT.
Shaya: Mummy No lo-ud
I feel my heart break a bit at the fact my kids heard me shout for the first time at their aunties I never wanted them to see me angry I didn’t feel it was what a child at the age of one needed to see and I’ve ruined my promise to myself as I see Shaya crying and reaching out for me to stop I almost collapse on my chair and hold Shaya as close as I can to me.
Jessie: I'm so sorry baby I didn’t mean it I swear, mummy just got angry I won’t do it again I promise I love you I really do
Shaya: I luv you mummy
Rachel: Jess Holly and Clair don’t have to leave because me Han and our kids will stay in a hotel same island for the first week I think we all need to cool off because we will not get any where being this way with each other
Jessie: Yeah, ok
Danny: Shaya you want a drink
Shaya: juice
Danny: juice please Daddy was that
Shaya: please Daddy
Danny: thanks princess coming right up, Rosie would you like a drink sweet heart
Rosie: Juice please dad-da
Danny: coming right at ya angel, Jess?
Jessie: Coffee please
Danny: everyone else?
Everyone: no thank you
Riley: mum I hate you, why do you always make them sad
Hannah: you don’t see what I see Riley
Riley: what do you mean
Hannah: I watch from behind the blur and watch them all go on without me and Rach you don’t get it why am I explaining this to a 5 year old
Glen: will everyone just shut up now you’re giving me a headache right now I’d rather parashoot down
Steven: oh I do like you Glen
Glen: thanks Steven
Harry: mummy, cold mummy
Holly: baby it’s boiling do you want my jacket?
Harry: yeah mummy cuddles
Holly lift Harry up and cuddles him this could be an exhorting flight with all the up down moments and no I'm not talking about the turbulent’s once again the silence again by my mum.
Mum: So Holly that bumps noticeable now when were you going to tell us, well your second mummy
Holly: they knew I thought they would have told you
Mum: no Jess hasn’t said anything
Jessie: sorry
Mum: what do you reckon it is then
Holly: I dunno he want’s a girl so do I if I'm honest
Mum: you could end up with just boys
Holly: I don’t mind as long as it’s healthy
Mum: that’s the spirit
Steven: so Daniel son when are you and Jess having another delight
Danny: not for a while yet I think these two are enough with the careers as well
Steven: fair enough you two are actually really sensible
Jessie: geesus dad don’t sound to surprised
Steven: from when you were a kid Jess, do you blame me
Jessie: far enough I wasn’t naughty though just knew what I wanted that hasn’t changed
Mum: she’s right there
Rosie: love yu mummy and daddy
Danny: love you two princess
Jessie: good because I love you lot’s and lot’s
Danny: Rosie what are you
Rosie: errr Dope..
Danny: still Rosie your still saying that
Lexie: oh so she’s taken will from me as well brilliant he’d mine Rosie
Rosie: Uncle Will go bang bang
Danny: what does Daddy do
Rosie: hall of fame
Danny: what about mummy
Rosie: Money money
Danny: that’s right beautiful…
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