*Danny*
Holding her hand lighter than you can imagine I see her chest go up and down that’s what’s keeping me sane right now. Holly crying still as she sits by Glen, as he’s asleep. Me and Mark I think still in shock from what Holly Just told us because I know for a fact she hasn’t told anyone because if she told Jess, Jess would have understood why Holly was acting the way she was and if she told Jess she would have told me as soon as she found out that’s just how we work. Holly has her face in Glens neck I think because she doesn’t want us to see her cry. Before we know it Glens waking up here we go is my first thought.
Glen: Hol..why are you crying Baby what’s the matter?
She Just sinks her head more into his neck I know he wants to know but then again I know she’s scared like she said she feels as if she’s let him down. I know and I think she knows when she tells him her won’t think that. He moves his hand to her face and lifts it from his neck so she’s looking at him in the eye.
Glen: whatever it is you can tell me baby come on I hate to see you like this.
Holly: i-I cant tell you
Glen looks over to me and Mark and then I think he clicks that we know by the expression on our faces.
Glen: why do I know that whatever this is Dan and Mark both know I'm not stupid Hol tell me please
Holly: I cant, you’ll hate me I know you will
This is my turn to step in and back her up
Danny: Babe, Hol he wont and I know that you know he wont come on its one of those things it could happen to anyone
Holly: G-len..
Glen: yes sweetheart
Holly: i-I’m so so so so sorry…ok
Glen: babe your scaring me
Holly: I'm sorry, I –I lost….
Glen: you lost what…..wait NO
I think Holly is taken back by this because she didn’t tell him she was pregnant I know she didn’t
Holly: what?
Glen: don’t tell me by the look on everyone’s face and the way you Just looked at Harry please don’t tell me you were pregnant please Hol don’t tell me that please..
Holly just bursts into tears and looks at Glen
Holly: I'm sorry I really am, I don’t know what to tell you then?
By now I feel Jess move under my light grip on her hand and all my attention goes onto her and I see her eyes flutter open and I kiss her lips more eager than I should’ve but she smiles when I pull her way. Before I can ask her how she’s feeling her attention flings over to Holly.
Jessie: Ho-l why are you crying, why are you crying Glen what’s going on what’s Happened how much did I miss any of you heard from Clair
Glen: No that c-cant happen a-are you s-s-sur-e I m-ean l-ike 1-00% sure
Holly: yeh, I'm sorry babe I really am
Jessie: Dan?
I just look at her and whisper it because Glen and Holly are oblivious to us so they won’t hear us
Danny: * She had A miscarriage that’s what’s been up with her babe*
Jess just palls away when I'm near her ear too look at me and then at Holly and Glen who are now cuddling Harry and hugging each other Mark I don’t know what his facial expression reads I can’t read it, I dunno? Lean in and hug Jess because I know she is as shocked and upset as the rest of us they are our best friends and like brothers and sisters to us. The room isn’t silent for too long because the door opens and Clair comes in looking pale oh god where could this lead?
Jessie: babe are you ok
Clair: are they ok?
Glen: yeah were fine..well ish
Holly: you’re a shit liar Glen you should just stay quite I think
Clair: weird..
She then comes ans sits next to Mark not saying anything
Jessie: How’s Maize
Clair: she’s as should be expected
Danny: what does that mean?
Clair: she cant breath by herself yet her heart is on its own pace but she hasn’t even opend her eyes yet I'm not even allowed to hold her they sais that the next 48 hours are VERY critical. But visiting hours are over and I got told to leave her
Jessie: she will be ok babe
Lair: no body knows that she has a nurse with her at every minute a nurse feeding her changing her when that’s what I'm meant to be doing but every time I ask they say no best not she’s mine my baby and I'm not even aloud to get as close to her as a glass shield it looks so scary it’s horrible Mason is ill as well but I cant bring him near her so he cant come here
Danny: oh that reminds me I'm sorry Babe I didn’t tell you but I was to caught up in the moment yeah Rosie is sick as well she keeps throwing up
Jessie: what really oh my god I need out of here I really do did my sister ring you
Danny: she said it’s under control
Jessie: how long do I have to stay here babe I need to go home every time I leave them something happens I swear
Danny: they said tomorrow
Glen: when can I leave
Danny: 2 weeks
Holly: 2 weeks here fucking just what I want
Clair: ugh still in that mood again for fuck sake get over yourself
Holly; CLAIR FUCK OFF
Jessie: Clair! Don’t
Clair: what so she’s biting everyone’s head off and I'm meant to sit here and bite my toung not gunna happen dude
Glen: Clair stop it please I'm not in the mood
Clair: Friends? Wow if that’s how I treat you guys please shoot me I'm leaving I cant be fucked with everyone’s petty arguments
Holly: BUT ITS NOT FUCKING PETTY THOUGH IS IT WHAT SO JESS’S HEART STOPPED WHEN YOU WALKED OUT SHE NEARLY DIED ROSIES ILL OKAY MASONS ILL OKAY MAZIE ISNT GOOD BUT WE ALL HAVE SHIT GOING ON AND STOP TURNING THIS ALL ON ME OK YES I'M IN A SHIT MOOD AND I'm SORRY BT MY HEADS A FUCKING MESS JUST FUCKING LEAVE IT OK
Clair: Hormones
Holly: MAYBE IT IS BUT NOT FOR THE RIGHT FUCKING REASONS NOW FUCK OF CLAIR YOUR MEANT TO BE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND YOUR NOT MAKING THIS EASY
Clair: I'M MEANT TO BE ONE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS YOUR MEANT TO BE ONE OF MINE IF YOU HAVENT NOTICED MY LIFES HARDLY EASY RIGHT NOW I DON’T SEE GLEN WALKING OUT ON YOU WHEN YOU HAVE TWO KIDS DO YOU
Holly: NO BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE TWO FUCKING KIDS…AND YES I NEARLY LOST HIM KYLES NOT DEAD THOUGH IS HE NO YOU JUST CANT BE BOTHERED WITH HIS SHIT AND I GET THAT BUT WE ALL GET YOUR HAVING A HARD TIME AND I'M SORRY IF I'm TAKING MINE OUT ON YOU LOT BUT I'm A MESS RIGHT NOW I’LL ADMIT THAT YOUR NOT ON ANTI DEPRESSANCE ARE YOU
Glen: What?
Holly: don’t worry its nothing serious just the last few weeks everything’s just built up and up and up then it happened when you were away a lot I got stressed then Harry wouldn’t sleep for two weeks straight at night then you told me about the kidney thing then you and Jess went under and it all has become a whirl wind my heads a mess right now I just want to leave this hole world is how I'm feeling but I have to stay strong for Harry and for you but I cant do it like this I just feel so I don’t even know I just feel like I want to go to sleep and never wake up.
A/N
Kind of cliff hanger but I'm SOOO SOOO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING CHRISTMAS CAUGHT UP WITH ME SORRY FAM TIME BUT I'm BACK HAHA
