*Jessie*
im sat here with mum Hannha and the girls hugging them and speaking the mood has lightend since we found out that Hannah is clear from cancer and her next check up is in 11 weeks so we can relax until then and now im sat here tapping on the cabbinate beacuse i just wanna know he is alright i just wanna hold him and kiss him and tell him im there for him but i still have half hour to wait for him to be in recovery.
Rose: Jessica stop tapping your doing my head in
im that much in my own world i dont even realise what she just said and continue tapping my fingers on the side of the table.
Rose: Jessica stop
still not listning to her im just staring at the blanck wall not even blincking taping still but when i hear my name shouted thats when im brought back down to reality
Rose: JESSICA
Jessie: s-sorry what?
Rose: i said stop tapping
Jessie: s-sorry
Hannah: you heard what the nuse said Jess he's a fighter on so many levels
Jessie: i just want him back now
Hannah: i know you do Jess but you cant not yet
Jessie: its not fair its not fair
i say cuddling my knees and crying when hannah comes over and hugs me
Hannah: Babe your ok hes going to be okay
Jessie: i know i just want him back
Rose: Baby i hate seeing you like this
Jessie: im sorry
Rose: dont be come on angel dont cry 15 minutes now
Jessie: 15 minutes too long
Hannah: when he comes back everything will be okay and mum and me will take the twins for a walk
Jessie: thanks
Hannah: babe its the least we can do
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15 miutes pass and the nurse still hasnt come in yet and im passing Around the room impationt Jessie comes out and this is crazy when the sight i wanted to see came through the door walked through the nurse.
Nurse: Miss Cornish, sorry we are late he was fidgeting a lot and had to stabalize him he's waking up now so come on down to recovery.
the smile shoots across my face and Hannah and Rose chuckele i turn and give them the look as if to say 'piss off' and they take it as a sign and tell me they are taking the twins for a walk for a while and i smile and follow the nurse through the long corridors and finally to thr big white door of recovery and the door opens and i see the face ie wanted to see for so long even if hes not awake he is there i pall a chair up and squeese his hand intweening our fingers and the nurse walks out smiling at me after what feels like forever i feel his hand move in mine and then relax.
Danny: b-b-baby?
Jessie: im here gourgeous
Danny: missed me
Jessie: more than you'll ever know
he opens his eyes and looks up at me and i smile down at him
Jessie: dont ever scare me like that again
Danny: i wont but im here now babe
Jessie: ive never been so scared in all my life I thought I was going to lose you
