My journey to healing

30.

Aurora drove with me, and together we sang along loudly with the songs from her music list.
After twenty-five minutes drive we arrived at her apartment.
Thank you for the lift Kait, and she gave me a hug.
I was a bit at work at home when someone was at the door.
I opened the door, and couldn't hide my surprise when I saw Steve.
Eh hi I mumbled a little out of breath.
I called myself to order before inviting him.
He walked around my living room a little nervously.
What can I do for you?
I uh I don't know stammered Steve.
I just shouldn't have come, and he wanted to leave again.
I grab him by his arm, to stop him.
What's up Steve?
Shit he said gnashing his teeth.
I miss you he finally said without looking at me.
Does Lynn know you're here?
Lynn makes my life hell, he muttered.
Why? I asked surprised.
I should never have chosen her we both know it's to get us apart.
She constantly threatens me when I keep in touch with you that I will never see our child.
You don't mean that I said shocked.
I lost you, and I miss you so much mumbled Steve.
You have to think about your child, otherwise you may regret it.
Kait I only do things to please others, but I don't do anything I want myself.
I know I put myself in this position, but I want to think of myself.
You've always been my love of my life Kait never forgets that he said with a sigh.
I looked at him with weeped eyes, and as if my body was leading its own life, I walked towards him, and hugging him.
I started whispering reassuring words in his ears.
I felt the tears of my cheeks sliding, and my heart raged.
My love for this man was still there, and my body responded to his touch.
Then something happened that I had never thought of myself, but I brought my lips to his, and pressed my lips firmly against his.
With eyes closed, our heads leaned against each other, and I felt his hot breath against my skin.
I felt a whole garden of butterflies, and had goosebumps from this new sensation.
Our lips found each other again, he began tenderly  stroked my arms.
He deepened our kiss, and his tongue found its way inside my mound.
I looked at him startled, but then let me get carried away with lust.
I wrapped my arms around him, and pressed myself against him.
He lifted me up, and I wrapped my legs around him.
With big steps he walked us up the stairs and walked to my bedroom.
He gently laid me on the bed, and starts Caress my body, looking at me with admiration.
Are you sure Kait, because once we start I can't stop.
My throat felt dry so I nodded.
He didn't need any further encouragement.
He began to undress me, kissing, licking, and nibbling a path from my neck to my collarbone.
A groan escaped from my mouth, and in horror I put my hand before my mouth.
I want to hear you he whispered in my ears as my hand pulled away.
He began to massage my breasts, and with his tongue licked, and sucked on my nipple from my other breast.
The sensation shot through my body.
With his other hand he loosened my pants, and before I knew it I was naked.
He stroked my legs, while still playing with my breasts.
I started moaning more and more, and my breathing Heavier .
His fingers were already starting to crawl along the forbidden zone, and my whole body started shaking.
So many feelings were released that it overwhelmed me a bit, but soon I was ingled in my own lust.
The next morning I woke up in an empty bed, and I felt disappointment bubbling up.