Emotional Suicide || [EDITING]

Chapter 3

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r Smith is currently changing his glare from Ajax to me and vice versa . Hes so uptight for no reason  , we kind of did just make a scene but it was only a kiss on the forehead this guy needs to buy a new attitude for real .
I don't call him Mr Grumpy for nothing .

As Mr Smith starts to babble about European history i start to wonder a whole lot of stuff .
When will people actually find out what goes on in our relationship and will Ajax get introuble  , not that i want everyone to know , but atleast people will respect boundaries with both him and I .

All the girls would be so disappointed in me for standing for this . For letting my  body be someone elses playground  but the truth is they dont get it , they dont get that our relationship is really fun sometimes , its not all the time when his bruising me .

Theres a specific new girl though i think her name is Taylor or Emma or something like that .

"Which world war took place between 1914-18 ?" Mr smith looked around asking the class a question snapping me out of my thoughts .
Whats her name raised her hand and he picked her .

"World war one" she smiled at Ajax while tying her blonde hair into a high ponytail .
I get that they sit really close to each other but why did she smile at him specifically? Maybe i should just let her have him so he can be somebody elses problem

Before turning back to face the board Mr Smith responded " yes kimberly thats correct , "
I guess her name isn't Taylor or Emma after all .
All i know is she gives off a funny vibe and she's kind of rude but she does it indirectly .

As Mr Smith is rounding up his lesson i hear my phone vibrate once so i fish for it in my bag and see what the matter is .
I got a twitter notification .
In all honesty stuff like twitter isn't really my thing so im a little taken aback by the notification .
I open it :

Princess_Kimmy08
I cant even handle the length of these lessons . But atleast i have my bestfriend 
Jaxie @Ajax_Carter to entertain me . Passing notes in class isn't even easy , y'all dont know the struggle . #boredoutofmymind
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Everything looks fine at first till i see my boyfriends twitter handle . Not like girls can't tag him in posts but that bestfriend thing really threw me off .
They only just met and they're calling each other bestfriends .
That seems a little rushed dont you think . Im sure its not even anything deep anyway , hopefully Jax will explain when i see him , but in all honesty i dont care she would just be another girl Ajax has cheated on me with .

It did kind of hurt my pride though , till date i was the only person who shortened Ajax's name but i guess thats over .

"We'll meet again tommorrow ," Mr Smith says bringing the lesson to an end .
I head over to Ajax who's packing up his books . That kimberly girl is lurking by his desk seemingly waiting for him .
"Hey Jaxie , ready to go ?" I smile warmly at him placing my arms around his neck and he instantly hugs back , snaking his arms around me and resting them on my waist .

"Oh Jax your going with her ?" Kimberly pipes in before he can Answer . Yes bitch his going with his girlfriend the fuck ? He may do shady stuff but atleast he has a tiny bit of respect for me . But then again as long as we're in a public place hes always respectful . I guess something about ruining his reputation doesn't sit well with him .