Emotional Suicide || [EDITING]

Chapter 2

I got to school suprisingly a minute before classes started . So rushed out of my car and ran down the halls as fast as my short legs could carry me .

I usually just leave all my books in my locker unless i have an assignment or something so that was my first stop before heading to class . I got all the books i needed and as i was speed walking to class i bumped into that new rapper kid Tjay and dropped all my books on the floor. I slipped trying to pick one up and landed on my bum .

I muttered a few profanities directed towards him and he cleared his throat to say " ummm sorry , lemme help you up ," he seemed to want to get whatever this was over with as much as i did so i gave him my hand and let him pull me up .

Big mistake , as soon as i did that my hoodie sleeve went up and the bruises on my right arm were revealed. "Oh shit , who did that ," he whispered.

"I fell down the stairs dont worry about it ," i huffed pulling my arm away . Yes i know that was such a dumb excuse but really this is none of his business.

"Im not an idiot ma'am , i now thats not what happened, " he looked me dead in the eye .

"Eeew dont call me ma'am thats disgusting man ," i roll my eyes .

"Gimme a name them ," he waits expectantly .

"Id rather not , " i say gesturing for him to move out of my way . Ugh people at this school really need to learn to mind their own business.
I step infront of him and start walking really fast , trying to make it to class before the bell rings . I notice that Tjays right behind me but i just shrug it off and make sure my grey hoodie sleeves are securely on my wrists .

I open the classroom door and walk in with Tjay behind me and i catch Ajax giving me an eye . Oh how great . I spot Ajax talking to Dream and Legacy .
They're both very pretty girls and no im not jealous .
Dream is an African American standing at 5.6 , with the most beautiful brown eyes I have ever seen .
She keeps her hair natural and usually does her hair in a high puff .

Not to be controlling and shit but ummm Jax really chose to talk to the girls literally wearing the shortest and tightests outfits in the room .
Not like they don't look good , those girls look fire , one in a loose short blue floral dress and the other in a very tight thigh level dress , respectively .

They're bestfriends by the way , and of the two i can't really say one is prettier than the other .
Legacy has really long wavy brown hair that really compliments her blue eyes well .
She has Angelina Jolie type of cheek bones and shes coincidentally the schools biggest track star .

She wears alot of tight outfits , well with a body like hers why wouldn't she .

Then here i am just trying to get my boyfriends attention in a grey hoodie and grey tights accompanied by my favorite white converse .
My hair is slightly below my shoulders and its more on the brown side of auburn . I have mesmorizing hazel eyes that shine the brightest but cry the most tears .

Ajax's reaction to my arrival was the usual sweet hug . The hug to make the world believe that everything between us was perfect when behind the scenes it was nothing but pain.

"I missed you last night ," he pouted as he looked down at me considering the height difference .

I rolled my eyes trying to hide it with a smile on my face " Prove it then ,"

He stepped closer to me with a smirk spread across his face and leaned in for a kiss . He hurts me , he always hurts me , but in these rare moments when he genuinely kisses me , i forget the monster he is , i forget all the pain hes caused me .
I smiled shyly as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and kissed me gently , he pulled away and i could see nothing but love in his eyes. Its things like this that make this relationship worth the struggle .

I saw Tjay watching us from his seat in the back . Seriously whats this guys deal ? He been staring all day and im pretty sure its his first day .Almost all the girls were around him like they've never seen a rapper in their lives . He seems bored of them though , he waves at me and i stale face him , does he think our little encounter made us friends ?
I don't know the guy so i might aswell ignore him .

Mr Smith walked in while i was literally still lost in thought , Ajax took my hand and led me to my seat , he even pulled it out for me , he really is such a gentleman when he wants to be . I wish he was like this all the time.

"Bye babe ill catch you after class ," he whispers kissing my forehead.
With that Mr Smith commences the lesson .