Save Me

one hundred thirty nine

"Yes?" I call out.

The door swings open and my heart drops. 

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[Olivia's POV]

Anthony is leaning against the doorway, looking in my eyes. I feel a rage begin to build in my stomach. How dare he just show up like this after not talking to me for over a year. I will not give into him, I have grown too much to just fall back in his arms. 

"Get the fuck out." I say. 

"Olivia, please-" Anthony begins to say, closing the door behind him. 

"If you don't leave right now, I'm going to scream." I threaten. "I'm serious, get out." 

"Just hear me out!" He says, walking towards me. 

I back up against a wall, trying to get away from him. He only continues to walk until he is a foot away from me. 

"Don't touch me." I warn him. 

"I'm so sorry." He whispers. "I didn't mean to hurt you." 

"You didn't mean to hurt me? Really?" I say and laugh a little. "You never got any of my messages and texts?" 

"I wanted to respond!" He yells and runs his fingers through his hair. "I couldn't hold you back anymore.." 

"Why did you leave me?" I say, a tear falling from my eyes. 

"Babe.." He says, trying to grab my hand but I pull it away from him. 

"Do you know how it felt when Lin told me that you left the show? I ran over to your apartment and screamed through the door but you weren't even there. Some cleaning lady told me that you had left." I yelled at him. 

"I love you." He says and I roll my eyes. "I'm in love with you and no matter how hard you push me away, I'll keep trying because we are meant to be. I belong with you and you belong with me. I know that I fucked up so many times but that's how it is. We fight and get mad at each other but I love you and I think that you love me too but you're afraid to get hurt. You don't have to be scared anymore, Olivia. I'm here." 

I look into his eyes and begin to melt. Why is he so frustrating? I love him so much that I feel like my lungs might shut down. How can someone hurt me so badly but I still love him more than anything. 

"I promise I will never hurt you again." He says but I cut him off by wrapping my arms around his neck and pressing my lips against his. He picks me up and holds me against the wall, my legs wrapped around his waist. His lips move down to my neck and gently kiss my skin. 

I feel him tighten his hold on me and move me to the bed, stopping the kiss only for a minute. I wrap my fingers around his shirt and pull it off him. I feel his hands search for the zipper on my dress and hear it zip down. 

"Are you sure?" He asks me. 

"Yes." I reply and slip the dress off. 

Hello everyone, it finally happened. 

For all of those who hate Anthony and Olivia, sorry but I love them. Hope you still enjoyed it though. 

For those who ship them like the titanic, YOU'RE WELCOME. How do you feel? 

My doctor told me this morning that I have asthma.. I blame Anthony. 

Only one chapter left... I'm gonna go sob now. 

I love you so much you guys like you are the reason I am alive right now and I'll talk about it more in the next chapter but thank you. 

- aibhlinn