Mia's Pov.
"Kiss me." I plead to Harry as he babbles on with his sentence. I can't wait any longer and I just and to feel his touch once again. I don't know why, but I just want Harry!
With not taking a second to think my begging question through, Harry soon makes his way over to where I'm stood. He cups my face with his rather large hands as he clashes our lips together. With the perfect rhythm, I lock my arms around Harry's neck as he pushes me against the wall.
"I'm sorry." I pull back.
"Shh." Harry silences me as he reconnects our lips.
When I write, I just over react with the words that I use. Obviously I don't see Harry as a creature or 'monster' as he suggests. I'm not going to lie because it is true that I want to learn more about him because I know nothing at all, as where Harry knows everything about me. I can't argue against Harry though as he is correct about me never asking him anything, because when we do normally have a heart to heart it is just about me.
Getting distracted from my thoughts as Harry slides his tongue into my mouth. I feel more force against my body.
"I...think...Max...is still...here." I say between breaking the kiss.
"I...think he...left." Harry kisses up and down my neck.
Not replying, I enjoy the pleasure of Harrys touch on my skin. I do not know how Harry is feeling about this right now but surly he can't be regretting it as he hasn't pulled away and as soon as I asked for him to kiss me. He flew at me like a bullet!
"The urge I have to rip that towel of you right now." Harry pulls back, whilst eyeing my body from top to bottom.
"I forgot that I was still in my towel." Feeling my cheeks heat up, I cover my face with my hands.
"Don't be shy now." Harry pulls my hands away as he moves into kiss me again.
So what does this mean? Does he like me? Does he feel anything for me? Will he ever mention today again?
Before I know it, my legs are wrapped around Harry's waist as he pops me up onto the wooden desk which is sat in the corner of my room. As soon as I'm steady, without breaking the kiss I tug on the bottom of Harry's shirt before pulling it over his head.
I've always know Harry has tattoo's but never did I ever think that he had this many. His body is just perfect. Running my fingers through his hair, I hear a moan escape from his lips.
"You like that. Huh?" I smirk. Harry doesn't reply except for biting down on his bottom lip.
"Maybe I can do something you would like." He looks me in the eyes.
"And what's that?" I tease.
"You will find out." On his words Harry runs his index finger across my bare thigh making my tense my legs.
"Ah, ah! You're supposed to open them not close them." Harry slightly separates my thighs as he deepens our kiss.
Just as Harry is about to enter, we get distracted.
"Hunny. It is only me. I have forgotten some paper work." I hear my mother's voice shout from a distance.
"Shit! Quick put your shirt on, she will kill me." I push against Harry's chest.
I jump down of the desk as I run over to my wardrobe. The first thing that I can find is my old dressing gown. That will have to do for now.
I look over to Harry who is slipping his shirt over his head. Knowing that Harry isn't looking, I drop my towel to the floor as I drape the dressing gown over my shoulders.
"Now what?" Harry asks.
"I don't know just sit on my bed or something." I shrug.
Harry does as I say whilst I lie next to him.
I knew that we had a little amount of time because my mother would have to get up to the top floor to see me first.
"Act ill." Harry whispers in my ear.
"What do you mean?" I look at him.
"Just pretend to be asleep." Harry pushes my head down onto the pillow.
Just as my head hits the pillow, I hear the latch of my door click.
"Oh hey Harry. How long as she been asleep?" My mother whispers.
"She said she wasn't feeling too good so I told her to go to sleep. She hasn't been asleep too long." Harry lies.
"Are you sure you're going to be okay looking after her?" Since when has she cared...okay maybe that is a little harsh?
"Yes I will be fine." Harry replies.
"Okay I am really late for work now so I best be off. See you later." She says towards Harry as silent as possible. I wait until I hear the door close before lifting my head.
"She's gone." Harry says.
"Do you regret that?" Is the first thing that I say. It has been the first thing on my mind if I'm honest.
"What? Regret what?" Harry looks at me.
"What happened around five minutes ago." I look down at the bed sheets. Normally after every kiss, I have run off and nothing gets mentioned. This time I won't let it happen. I need to know what Harry thinks. He tells me I don't ask, but now I am so I want answers.
Harry doesn't reply but all I feel is his hands underneath my chin urging me up to look at him. Harry moves his body closer to mine as he passionately kisses me again.
"Does that answer your question?" Harry pulls away.
Being as breathless as I am, I just nod.
"Good." He grins.
Nothing else gets mentioned for a while after that, we both just stay lying here staring at the ceiling. Harry has his arm wrapped around my back and my head is now wresting on his shoulder.
"Harry." I break the silence. It isn't an awkward silence just a nice calm one which gave my brain time to function with what had just happened.
" Yeah?" Harry replies.
"What are we?" I ask. I do not know the answer for this myself, so god knows what Harry is thinking.
Harry's Pov.
"What are we?" Mia asks. I don't know? What are we? I have never been asked that before by a girl because normally I get them drunk, shag them and then they leave the next morning. Nobody has ever stayed and asked 'What are we?" but I suppose that is because they were just desperate for sex.
"Humans." I joke.
Mia laughs whilst turning over on her stomach. She then props herself up on her elbows ad she looks at me smiling.
"No Harry you know what I mean. We have kissed, what three times now? I just want to know where we stand because I don't have a clue." Mia's face has now turned serious.
Well I suppose every girl that I have had sex with...well used for sex as you most likely would say, I've never had any feelings for. Mia...Mia on the other hand is complete different case, because I do feel something for her and all I know is that it is a bloody strong feeling!
"Don't ignore me styles." Mia breaks me from my thoughts.
"I don't know, you tell me what we are." I say.
"I don't know that is why I asked you." She points out the obvious.
"Well we will just have to wait and find out won't we." I reply. I can't say that we are together because I don't know if she would like that. God! Who am I kidding would I even like that? I'm not into all of the relationship shite, I never have been. I don't know if I ever will be, but I will just have to wait and see.
"Would you say that we're together?" Mia looks up to me. Fucking hell why so many questions.
"No like hell we're not. I can confirm that we are not in a relationship!" I say maybe a little to firm.
"Oh." Mia looks away. Don't do this to me.
"I'm not saying that I don't like you because god I really do. I just don't know about the full relationship stuff right now." I pull Mia's chin up to look at me.
"We can't just use each other Harry." She says.
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"I mean we can't just kiss and I mean passionately kiss and then act just as friends again. I'm not going to lie because I like you so much and each day I'm falling for you more and more and I just can't stop myself. One of us is going to get hurt and I don't want that to happen." Closing her eyes, Mia takes a breath in and out.
"So what are you trying to say?" I'm confused.
"I'm trying to say maybe we should stay away from one another." Mia moves away to get off the bed.
"Are you fucking with me?" Is she mental? I can't go a day without seeing her because it kills me.
"No Harry, I'm not. I can't just kiss you when I feel like it and you can't just kiss me because it gives me false hope." Mia turns to face the window.
"I'm not leaving." I state meaning every word.
"Well maybe you won't but I will."
"This is your house though." I stand.
"I don't care I just want to be on my own for a little while. I need time to think about everything and everyone including you." Mia begins to rout through the draws.
"Why about me?" I walk closer.
"This is what I meant about falling for the wrong person. I don't want it to happen. Please don't come any closer." She puts her hands out in front of her body.
"I'm supposed to be looking after you." I argue.
"I capable to look after myself, just let me be." Mia huffs.
"I'm not leaving you."
"Well like I said before, if you don't leave I will." Mia turns to look at me one more time before walking into her en suite to get changed.
"Mia. Wait!" I try and stop the bathroom door slamming but it is too late.
How could are moods change so fast, not long ago I was necking her on the desk about to finger her and now we are back into one of our petty little arguments!
I don't know why I said that I don't want to be with her because I obviously do! All I ever think about is her and no matter what she is always the first person on my mind. How could I have been so stupid to turning her down?
I didn't want to hurt her because I know how much of an arse I can be at times and I always say the wrong things. I don't know how to love a girl or to make them feel happy. All I know is how to make them moan my name so that isn't really saying a lot about me is it?
Hearing the bathroom door unlock, I stand to my feet.
"Mia I can't let you go out by yourself." I stop her from walking.
"I'm a big girl I'm sure I can manage." Is she really going to start to act cocky?
"Just listen to me first." I step closer as she backs up.
"No, I need time to think. I will see you around Harry." Mia pushes past me as she walks out of the bedroom taking the dogs lead of the bed.
Should I go after her or just leave her to come out of her mood? What if she goes out and is unwell or faints again? Aren't you supposed to give girls space when they are being moody? I don't fucking know what to do!
After standing around in her room for a little while I decide that it's best for me to just leave Mia alone until she gets back. Meaning I'm leaving Mia to be on her own, I best go back to my house because I'm sure if her parents got back and seen me here they would be pretty suspicious.
All I can do now is sit and wait whilst I make a big decision. Maybe I should ring one of the boys to talk to? It will most likely be Liam because he can give some good advice he is more sensible and he has a strong relationship with Sophia. Maybe he will be able to help me see things through?