*Jessie*
I was waiting in the car for Holly for about an hour, and honestly I’ve never seen anyone like that before, let alone Holly my best friend it was killing me inside, when I saw her crying on the floor. It’s hard to believe she was reaching out to me and Clair but we just saw straight through all the signs she was trying to offer us, were so stupid. I miss the Holly we all love the happy one with a smile on her face and she’s the one that puts a smile on everyone else’s face. And I’m now starting to realise she hasn’t been like that the past month how did I not notice that. All I could think was what a crap friend I've been. I just really hope that this cancelling thing helps her I really do I need my best friend back. Harry and Glen need her back, it’s Harry’s first birthday next month and she can’t be down for that and soon he will be talking that’s a mothers dream to hear there baby’s first words. Holly has never really been the one to give out much emotion she’s always been strong even as a kid she’s been through the worst and still keeps the smile on her face. But now it’s different she’s down, depressed, sad, she’s not herself and if I look back now it’s so clear. Maybe because we never see Holly so down we just assumed she was tired I don’t even know. Whilst sitting in the car Glen was texting me and I kept on telling the same thing over and over ‘she will be ok she’s strong, and she hasn’t come out yet I will text you when she’s out’. But he still texts me if she’s out and everything it’s like I stick to my word don’t you believe me. All that time in the car made me reflect in how much of a roller coaster my life has been in the past two years ‘family wise’ I met Danny at the voice, we dated, it got serious, I got pregnant , he proposed, we had Rosie and Shaya, and then we got married. It’s been crazy I can tell you that. It just makes me think how lucky I really am. I must have been so in thought as I heard the car door go, startled me, but Holly jumped in and I seen the first smile off her in weeks. This surly was a good sign right? She did her seat belt up and then turns me, I soon turn the music off and turn back to her when she speaks to me.
Holly: Jess, I'm so sorry
Jessie: why are you sorry, that should be me, I should have realised. I was a shit best friend and don’t tell me I wasn’t because it’s true Hol
Holly: no I didn’t expect you to know how could you I've always been so cold with my emotion always been more worried about other people. But when I had Harry something changed he was my life I had to take care of him it was my responsibility and when Glen wasn’t coming home I thought we let him down as parents and I just broke
Jessie: babe I know you’ve always decided to put other people first. Glen would never leave you and you know it he loves you, we all love you Holly you’re so strong and brave
Holly: going in there made me realise I'm better off than so many people, I have to treasure my life because since I've come out of that room my life doesn’t seem so dark the light was turned on again although its dim I can see the future whereas this morning I saw a black ditch
Jessie: so your feeling a bit better then
Holly: oh 100 times better I have to take tablets and in a few weeks I should be feeling me again, and just in time for Harry’s birthday
Jessie: so we do have sort of Holly back then
Holly: yeah sort of I'm still a mess don’t get to exited
Jessie: you’re talking so it’s a start I guess
Holly: right MacDonald’s I haven’t eaten in a week, we can take some back for the others
Jessie: sounds good, go on then HP chose some tunes
Holly: of course
She puts on Ellie Goulding burn haha such a holly song she does make me laugh, before I pulled out of the hospital I text Glen telling him that Holly was ok and out of the Hospital, he just replied with ‘thank you’ as you do. It doesn’t take us long to get the MacDonald’s order, because Holly orders so they don’t recognise me because today, no matter how much I love my job I wasn’t in the mood after the shock to the brain with Holly and everything. We soon drove back to mine and Danny’s and went in handing out food everyone noticing already the difference in Holly I'm so Glad we are getting her back slowly, but surly. Glen and Holly went upstairs ‘noting like that’ to talk so the rest of us sat and ate as the girls are old enough now to have some soppy chips we let them.
Danny: how did everything go, beautiful?
Jessie: I didn’t go in but by the look on Holly I think it’s working she has tablets so hopefully they will work and get Holly back completely.
Clair: I hope so I miss not having our movie and gossip nights
Jessie: that’s sorted then when she’s back completely boys are baby sitting
Danny: Boys?
Jessie: men
Danny: so does that mean then if you get a girls night and we have to babysit, we can have a boys night and the girls can baby sit
Jessie: girls
Danny: women and my sexy lady then
Jessie: better and yes ok then you have yourself a deal Mr O’Donoghue
Danny: well I think it’s a pretty good deal Mrs O’Donoghue, Mark so that night I'm actually going to go all out and have a Guinness
Mark: wow Dan you haven’t drunk in like forever
Danny: one is all I'm havin because it doesn’t taste the same anymore
Mark: when you met Jess you really changed…for the better I'm proud of ya bro
Danny: because I realised the quality’s in life
Jessie: and what’s that
Danny: my Family Friends, and music. You guys are my world
Jessie: good because your mine too
Danny: I love you
Jessie: I love you too
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HEY GUYS I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY…SO HOW BOUT POP UP I WILL ANSWER ALL I PROMISE