One Shots

Sebastian Michaelis X Reader

It took me a while...
IM SO SORRYYYY
But Twenty One Pilots gave me inspiration.
(I put the song up there if u want to listen to it - Run and Go by Twenty One Pilots)
Now, Behold!!!

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You weren't sure who you were, when you laid in your bed at night, having thrown up your dinner once again, for some reason the disgusting feeling in your stomach you would get wouldn't go away.
Your body would rack and you would stumble to the bathroom, your mind messing with you body you gagged over the toilet as your demons screamed at how disgusting you were.
Staring at the ceiling, you thought of Sebastian. He was always there for you, always had a smile that made you smile back. Maybe it didn't seem like he was always there... But to you he was one of your only true friends.
No.
You loved him. And you needed him to be with you.
But you didn't want to give him your burdens, you didn't want to show him your own demons when he was one himself.
Maybe you were one too, who knows, certainly not you.
You sighed as you turned in the bed under your sheets. It hurt, it hurt so much and as tears welled in your eyes uncontrollably once again and sleep was the last thing on your mind, you were sure Sebastian was the only one that could help you.
That could save you.
All his smiles, kind words. All the days he carried you bridal style just helping you down from a stool, all the times he called you beautiful.

Little did you know that he watched you suffer all those nights, but was waiting for you to come to him.
It was a stupid idea that had a 85% chance on not working, and Sebastian knew it.
So he stepped into your room silently as you laid there, and came to the opposite side of the bed.
He got under the covers and you turned shocked to face him.
"Sebastian?" You mumbled, forgetting the tears on your face.
Sebastian frowned as he saw them through the darkness, and whipped them away with his thumb.
"Don't push me away anymore, Y/N." He mumbled back. It almost sounded like a demand, a kind one at that, you supposed Sevbastian just wasn't one for too many emotions.
"Sebastian... I can't take them anymore... I need you, so please-" You blurted, putting your hand over his and keeping it over your cheek.
"Don't worry, my dear Y/N. I will stay for as long as as you need me."
"Sebastian..." You murmured, unconsciously snuggling closer.
His hand slipped from under yours to the back of your head, nudging you gently forward, closer towards him.
"You my lady, my beautiful lady, are my only thought throughout every day. I worry for you, but there is no reason to be afraid anymore. For what kind of butler would I be, if I couldn't protect you from the monsters that linger in your mind?"
You looked up slightly into Sebastian's eyes. He was a demon, but he looked more like an angel to you.
You smiled slightly, his eyes looked down at you lovingly, "I love you, Sebastian." You admitted, placing your hands against his chest you cuddled into him as much as you could, gathering all the warmth you needed to finally find sleep.
The last time you'd slept peacefully you couldn't remember,
"I love you just as much and more, my lady Y/N. Now sleep, I will protect you."
In fact, you couldn't remember ever sleeping so peacefully, so happily in your entire life, as Sebastian pressed his lips to your forehead, sending a surge of wonder throughout your body.
And instead of hearing the demons voices, instead of feeling disgusted again as you usually would, you felt good about yourself.
You felt like you belonged.
You felt loved, and Sebastian proved that.
He never left your side ever again because what kind of butler would he be if he couldn't be with the one he loved the most?