If it weren't for youtube- Joe Sugg (EDITING)

Chapter Twenty-Four

JOES POV

Of course it wasn't easy to forgive Chloe, but she said it didn't mean anything  and I trust her. I know most people would have left her there and then, but I couldn't do that. I only met her a few days ago but I feel like I've known her for years and we've already made so many memories. Am I just jumping into the deep end without knowing what's beneath or am I being perfectly rational? 

We were on our way back to the hotel in a taxi, she's sitting next to me with her small hand engulfed by my much larger one. She seems nervous, on edge. I don't know why though, actually why was she in hospital? I never asked her because of the drama.

"hey, why were you in hospital?" I asked

"oh yeah, you never found out, um I was running and just as I had like 100 metres to go I got this pain right here" She said pointing to her left rib "and then it started to spread into my collar bones, shoulder blades, chest like everywhere, I don't really know what happened but the doctor said he'd organise some appointments to find out what it is" she finished. 

"should I be worried?"I asked "I don't even know if I should be worried" she replied. I sighed and pulled her in closer to my chest, our hands still entwined in the others.

"how did your meet up go?" She asked, "It was good, we met so many people, like 600 I think" I replied. "wow" she said. 

We pulled up at our hotel, paid the taxi driver and went to my room. When we walked in and Caspar and Oli weren't there, hmm I wonder where they are? I put down my phone and Chloe put her bag by the door, "are you feeling alright?" I asked, because I realised I didn't ask her that either. 

"yeah, I'm alright. I just need to lie down for a bit" she said as she flopped down onto the bed, I walked over to her and lied down next to her. She rolled over so she was facing me, she looked so tired  but some how still very attractive, I hate it when people are like that, like how can you have bags under your eyes, messy hair and a blotchy face but still look red carpet ready? I don't understand. 

I put my arms around her waist and pulled her towards me, she was a bit surprised at first because she was dozed off but she snapped out of it. I pecked her lips and then shuffled up the bed so our heads were at the level of the pillows.

"I'm sorry" she said cuddling further into my chest, "it's okay" I whispered back, she sat up slowly. 

"are you sure? are you normally this forgiving, I mean obviously I want you to forgive me but you just forgave me straight away there's no catch or anything?" 

"hahah, chloe I'm sure, if it meant nothing to you then I forgive you" I said and sat up as well, I leaned towards her and pressed my lips against hers, she kissed back and it became kind of heated. She pushed me lightly causing me to fall back on the bed, my shoulder blades hitting the mattress first, our lips stayed connected, she swung her leg over me so she was straddling me, her hair fell to the side of her face. I grabbed at her hair pushing it back to stop it from getting in the way. Her hands trailed to the bottom of my shirt, she lightly tugged at the seam and I thought things would go further but of course Caspar and Oli had to walk in. 

Neither of us noticed at first until Caspar coughed awkwardly, Chloe shot up quicker than I could comprehend and they both laughed at her embarrassment.

Note to self, keep PDA to a minimum. If she like this in front of  people she knows I can't imagine what she would be like in public. "we uh, it's not what uh" she started rambling but Caspar cut her off, "It's okay your both adults your allowed to do what you want but maybe a your place" he winked and laughed putting down the bags he carried in.

"good thing I didn't vlog us coming in" Oli laughed placing his bags down near Caspar's. 

"hmm, yeah" Chloe said the blush fading slowly. I grabbed her wrist and pulled her back to the pillow end of the bed. She leaned against my chest and her eyes fluttered closed. My fingers ran through her hair in a relaxing manner as I watched the rise and fall of her chest, she slowly nodded off into a light sleep.

"I ship it" Caspar said quietly, "Coe" Oli added, A smile few on my face. I hadn't thought about all that stuff. I guess I was just to caught up in meeting her and getting to know her that I didn't think about the fans and the internet side of things. 

I hope the fans like her, I don't want her to get to much hate. I know she's thought about it but we haven't really talked that much about it, which I think we should.

"do you think they'll like her, the fans?" I asked Caspar and Oli. Chloe's asleep she won't hear us.

"yeah man, she's cool" Caspar smiled whilst setting up for a video. "when are you going to tell the fans?" Oli asked, "when ever she's ready. probably when we're in the UK" I replied.

"is she coming back with us?" Caspar asked, sounding kind of surprised. "oh sorry bud I forgot to ask you if that was alright. Can she stay with us while she's there?" My question answered his. "yeah all good, how long for?" He asked, "I don't know we haven't talked about that" I replied. "haha okay then, um I'm about to film are you guys gonna stay there?" He said, pointing out that we'd be in shot. "nah, um we'll move" I said and shifted slightly. 

I shuffled away from Chloe and then stood up fully, I picked her up bridal style and carried her over to the bed that was behind the camera instead of in front of it, she fidgeted a bit but didn't wake up.

I watched as Caspar started to film his new video, it took him a couple of go's to get his intro right. 

"Hi my name is Caspar Lee and I am currently down under" He said, I couldn't help but laugh slightly at his choice of words. He's doing an Australian  candy video, Aussie have some pretty interesting candy. And they call them lollies, what the hell? 

He started trying a range of candies, some he liked a lot others had the opposite affect. It finally came time for him to eat some vegemite, I kind of forgot about Chloe just because I was so comfortable with her head resting on my chest, until Caspar's reaction to the taste of vegemite caused him to make a very loud noise and Chloe jumped in surprise. I laughed at her reaction to Caspar's reaction (wow it's reaction inception) at first I was worried that camera might of picked up on me laughing at Chloe but I figure that the future audience will just think I was laughing at Caspar, which I partly was. 

After quietly explaining to Chloe what was happening she lied back down and watched Caspar film his outro with me. Again it took him few attempts but once he was done he flicked his camera off then grabbed his phone and lied down on the other bed.

"that was good, they'll like it" I told Caspar, "yeah I hope so, not much editing involved so it's a win win right" he said, "yeah" 

"you know it's not very often vegemite gets a reaction like that, was that put on or do you really think it's that bad?" Chloe asked. 

"It's that bad, but I was kind of over-exagerating, It's not fun to watch otherwise" He replied as he unlocked his phone and started scrolling through twitter. Chloe nodded and made herself comfy on my chest again. 

"everyone's going crazy because you haven't been daily vlogging" Caspar said separating his face from his phone. "oh yeah, I kind of forgot I was meant to be doing that" I replied, "I got distracted" I said looking down at Chloe to see a blush had already formed on her cheeks. 

"mhm" Caspar said returning to his phone. Chloe was smiling and I couldn't help but smile as well. This is the life. 

A/N: okay so what do you's think of 'coe'? hahaha, i'm not sure about it but whatever. 

Also on the side bar is the link to Joe video where he and Caspar revealed #PROJECTJASPAR and omfg I'm so proud of them! If you don't know what it is yet then 1) shame on you and 2) why are you reading his fanfic? hahah

I know it happened a few days ago but I didn't even think about asking you guys about your opinions on it until today. so what are your thoughts. Also, they broke an iTunes record for the most pre-ordered movie in 24 hours or something?!? GO TEAM INTERNET! WOO! we rock :)

SO yeah, thanks for reading comment, vote, whatever 

seriously love you guys xx