When the prince doesn't believe in genuine love-arrange marriage and the princess thinks she is not worthy of being someone's wife or a Queen..
What will happen when they are tied into a wedding knot with their consents but hundreds of doubts??
The...
Abhimaan : But please all of you, don't say anything about it in front of her as-
he was cut off when they all heard a crash from upstairs and Abhimaan ran upstairs in fastest speed he could manage on the stairs with everyone following him.
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I whined as I didn't find Maan near me when I woke up but as I got into my senses, I remembered what happened last night.
Tears instantly made their way in my eyes and started streaming down my face and in few seconds, I was hiccuping and whimpering in pain from the wounds on my heart, soul and body.
That man- he- he touched me I cried clutching my chest like I was being suffocated.
Panic attack is surfacing. I need someone near me. I want My Maan. I will get numerous attacks as It seems to worsen when I cry too much or feel like somebody is choking me and my life is getting squeezed out slowly. Like I am getting claustrophobic but free from this evil world at the same time.
I can feel bile rising in my throat realizing the way he touched me, the way he bit my skin, the way he clutched me in his devil wings with those sharp knife like nails piercing through my skin and making my blood impure-
I am impure now? I am impure, dirty, unworthy now. They all will hate me now.
I am useless, clearly a mess, they don't want a burden in their already busy and important lives.
My maan- where is he? I looked around frantically searching for him.
He also left me! He hates me! He won't touch me - this stained soul.
My breath got stuck in my throat on my next thoughts.
Will he divorce- no no no he won't will he?
But he should right? I am not clean now, I am all dirty with those evil touches.
The imprints left on my body and soul won't let him love me in peace.
No I can't ruin his life. I should leave him. Yes I should. I will leave him.
I will go away from here. Very far away.
He can marry again and find a pure, worthy and beautiful wife for himself then.
Yes Yes..I wiped my tears determined and ran to the bathroom.
As I looked at myself in the mirror, my face scrunched up in disgust looking at myself right now. Scars all over my body, dried tear stains on my cheeks, cuts on my lips, bite marks on neck. I felt like vomiting thinking about what happened yesterday and I did. I sat with a thud near the shower after cleaning and gargling my mouth with some mouthwash after vomiting.
