What Do I Have To Do?

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 I see Ross ease into the kiss with Courtney more, and I instantly turn away. I'm all shakey and it's getting dark, and I feel my breathing getting really heavy, like my lungs are on fire.

I sit down on the front yard and put my head in y hands as I breath shakily.

Everything Ross has, confuses me. I thought he had feelings for me, but he obviously doesn't. He says he likes "Cecilia", but he kisses Courtney.

What is wrong with him? What is wrong with me?

As much as a cheater Ross is, I am just as much, because even though he got me to fall for him, I did and I helped him cheat. I let him cheat.

It's like, all of these feelings I thought Rydel and I got rid of are flying all back in such a short amount of time, I can't feel anything.

But eventually, I do start to feel again. And it's like the love comes with shoots of other emotions too. Anger, sadness...

jealousy.



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