Flaws and All

Fourteen

"Yes we have, they basically didn't tell us anything so could you tell us what happened babygirl?" Jamal asks as he hugs Bailey tightly.

"I'm so tired of repeating this. He came here with a gun shot wound to the stomach covered in blood and before he died he told me that he loved me and to watch over his unborn."

"That's just like his irresponsible ass to die and leave his kid without a daddy. His hoe ass girlfriend won't be able to take care of that baby by herself."
Benita scoffs, rolling her eyes.

"Get out." Bailey says softly.

"What?" Benita and Jamal say in unison.

"Mama, you gotta get the FUCK out ASAP!! Daddy, you can leave too because you're allowing her to disrespect your dead son as if he asked to be shot!!! I can't do this right now! GET OUT!!!"

While Bailey's parents look at her with wide eyes, she calls Kim who doesn't answer any of the ten calls. Her parents continue to stare at her while she runs to her room, changes clothes, and grabs her keys.

"Bailey, your mother didn't mean those things she said. She's just hurt right now... please stay here so we can talk." Jamal says as he grabs Bailey's arm.

"No daddy, she's not hurt at all. Y'all can leave.. we'll talk another day because I'm just not in the mood today. Maybe tomorrow!"

"Jamal, quit lying to that girl. She's not dumb. She knows I'm not hurt about Jerrico's death. Everyone knows that I didn't want kids. She wants us out so bad then lets go!"

"That's the shit I'm talk about daddy!! She doesn't care about nobody but herself! You're gonna have to make a decision! Me or her? You've lost one child and I'm sure you don't wanna lose the other. I'll let you think about it and call me tomorrow with your decision."'Bailey says as her parents walk out of the door.

After slamming it in their faces, she continues to calm Kim's phone as she gets into her car and drives to her brother's house. Once she makes it, she finds Kim loading suitcases, clothes, and shoes into her car.

"Kim! Didn't you see me calling you?? I'm sure you heard about my brother's death. I was gonna call you myself but I've been too sad. I'm so sorry." Bailey says while hugging her. "Where are you going?"

"Yes I saw the calls and me too. Bailey, I'm moving back home with my parents. I can't take living in this house without him. I-I need therapy or something. I just can't stay here." Kim explains as tears roll down her face.

"I understand, but you can't leave. Jerrico told me to watch over his unborn. I can't do that if you move back to St. Louis. Please Kim, stay here! You can move in with me and we can go to therapy here. Please... I've already lost my brother! I don't want to lose my best friend and niece/nephew."

"I'm sorry, Bae...I love you girl, but I can't. Here are the keys to the apartment. All of the rent is paid up for a year so you have time to get all of your brother's things. His car keys are also inside of the house on the table."

"What about the funeral, Kim?" Bailey folds her arms, now upset about how selfish her so called best friend is being.

"Just text me the details and I promise, I'll be back. I just need some time to mentally prepare myself for it. I'll keep in touch."

Kim gives Bailey the apartment keys then gets into her car and drives off, kicking up dust on her way out of the parking lot. Using the keys to open the door, Bailey steps inside the house and immediately breaks down. She feels as if her life is falling apart and she has no one.

"H-Hello?" Bailey sobs, answering her phone.

"Wassup lil mama.. how did everything go with your parents?" Josiah asks sympathetically.

"Terrible and I just came to my brother's house to see Kim. I found her putting her things into her car because she just left to go back to Missouri. Now I've lost my brother, best friend, and niece/nephew all within 72 hours. I don't know if I can do this Josiah."

"I'm so sorry, Bailey. I'll always be here for you. What can't you do?"

"Live." Bailey sighs loudly.

"You really need to talk to a professional. I've been there and the only thing that helped was seeing a therapist. You have so much to live for! You just don't realize it and although things seem bad right now, they'll get better. Take it from me... right now, I think you just need a shoulder to cry on. You can come to my place or I'll come to yours."

"Thank you, Josiah. I'll come to your place. Send me your location and I'll be over after I shower."

"Alright love and bring a bag. You're spending the night." Josiah says before hanging up and sending the location.

Bailey pulls herself together and locks Jerrico's apartment, promising herself that she'll come back to clean it out.