I Don't Know What Love Is.

what did I do to deserve this?

{A/N]KEEP IN MIND YOU GUYS I AM JUST A BEGINNER  SO YEAH I STILL MAKE MISTAKES LOL BUT YEAH HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND I WILL UPLOAD LOVE IS WEIRD SOMETIME WEDESDAY OR FRIDAY I HAVE NIGHT SCHOOL SO ALLOW ME MAN LOL.BUT YEAH I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM GOING WITH THIS BOOK I JUST HAD TO GET IT OUT MY HEAD LOL.WELL ENJOY!}

-LISA~

I must have fallen asleep or something because when I woke there was screaming coming from the other room.I could tell my mother was home and they where at it with their ususal late night fights.I looked at the time it was only 9p.m ugh why do they always have to fight this late.

I heard a loud crash and a big thump.

'What the hell was that.'I said as I got up to go look.

I unlocked my door and looked if the close was clear.There was broken vases and other stuff on the floor.Wow that fight must have been one hell of a fight.I walked down the stairs to see my dad walking the front door.

'I'll come back when your bitch ass has calmed down and learn how to respect a man you dumb whore.'He said slaming the front door.

'Go to hell you fucking nutcase.'My mom yelled after him.

I walked into the kitchen and she was sitting on on stool crying.

'Mom are you okay.'I said walking up to her and rubbing her back.

POW!

She gave me a really hard backhand to my cheek and I looked at her in utter disbelief.

'Why are you still in your school clothes? Don't you see this house is a mess why isn't it clean?I go to work at least you could do is clean you dirty little girl.'She spat with a look of disgust in her eyes.

A tear ran down my face my cheek stung like hell.

'I'm sorry mom.'I said as I went to get the broom to clean the shattered glasses and vases that were thrown during the fight.

'I don't even know why I had you I should have gotten that abortion when I had the chance my life would have been perfect me and your father were just perfect before you came now he hate me and it's all your fault.'She cried aloud.

My heart ached.

'I don't even love you! you mad my life hell how can I love someone who destroyed my life?You single handed destroyed my marrige.'She said breaking down completely.

Tears begin to fall rapidly down my cheek.I didn't want her to see me cry she probabily would love that so I wiped my tears and kept sweeping.She got up and brush past me almost knocking me off my feet and heading upstairs.

This was one of there usual fights.My dad would be back in like three days and my mom would ignore me and only acknowledge me during dinner when we act like a family.They would make up and act all cheery and shit.Around other people we seem so perfect,see that's when the saying don't judge a book by it's cover come into place.Kyle even thinks I have a perfect family but he has never really been in my house that long to see how they treat me.My mom and dad hate anyfriends I have over so really I am not aloud so I really only bring Kyle when they are at work.

I finished cleaning and threw everything in the bin outside of my house.I cleaned all the dishes in the sink and fixed everything up in the living room and even cleaned my room while I was at it.

Damn I hate weekends I hate being home with these people why can't I just stay in school or hurry up and graduate so I can I live on campus.

I went into my room and locked my door better safe then sorry.I did all my homework to get it all out the way by the time I was done it was around eleven at night. I kissed my teeth and went to take a shower in my own bathroom that was inside my room.I just had a good long soak to drain me from my thoughts.

Well this is gonna be a long weekend.

I got out of the tub annd lotion down my body and put on my sleeping wear.I grabbed my little red teddy bear that I had since I was little and hugged it until slowly started drifting to sleep.

{A/N yeah so tell me what you think this is chapter two :D Tell me if you like the title I am still a little if-e on weather it's a good title or not give me suggestion or what yada yada yada]

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