Jacob's POV (I know, he's finally having a POV)
As much as I didn't want to leave Avalei behind, she wants me to talk with Bella. And I guess I do need to explain things.
But I also want to talk with Avalei...about us. If it weren't for Sam's order and for her request, I'd have Avalei...but I also need to figure what my feelings are.
I mean I used to think that Bella's the one for me, but ever since I found out I didn't imprint on her, I still felt a pull towards her...maybe it was leading me to Avalei...
It was funny how we met though. Before we locked eyes, I used to despise all the Cullens thanks to that leech loving Edward and from the stories my dad told me about them. Then when the pack told me about Avalei, I did feel a warm cozy feeling within me but I ignored it at the time, knowing she was still a Cullen. But back to when we first met, I think she was trying to defend Bella, but then obviously, we both got distracted.
I knew though, when I met Avalei, things were going to be different from now on.
But my feelings again! Of course I love Avalei but I've had this thing for Bella for awhile now and I catch myself falling for whatever she makes me feel sometimes. And then Avalei pops into my head and I really don't know what to feel at that point. But Avalei is my imprint, and she imprinted on me as well so we're bound to end up together...right?
I should just be friends with Bella...or...
Ughhhhhhh why are we such in a complicated world?!
Okay back to Bella.
She walked a few steps before me. We ended up at First Beach. I finally matched steps with her, "So you're a werewolf?"
I huffed a chuckled a bit, "Yeah, last time I checked. A few lucky members of the tribe have the gene. A bloodsucker comes into town, the fever kicks in."
"Mono." Bella retorted.
I chuckled, "Yeah, I wish."
"Well can't you find a way where you could just...stop? I mean its wrong" Bella questioned. That got me a little annoyed.
I stopped in front of her, "Its not a lifestyle choice Bella. I was born this way, I cant help it. You're such a hypocrite. What I'm not the right kind of monster for you?" Wait, why'd I say that?! She's already got a monster...but he did leave her...so she's available...but Avalei....
"It's not what you are. It's what you do. They've never hurt anybody. You''ve-you've killed people Jake." Is she serious?
"Bella, we're not killing anyone."
She had a confused expression, "Then who is?"
"What we're trying to protect you people from. The only thing we do kill...Vampires."
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Avalei Cullen (A Twilight Saga Fanfic)
FanfictionWhat happens when a lost little girl wanders through a forest, getting chased by a sadistic vampire who killed her family just minutes before? She soon stumbles upon a few individuals that are extremely pale, beautiful, and have golden eyes who scar...