Well, the movie was over and my life was pathetic at best. I helped no one. I didn't do anything for others. I was selfish and stupid. Naive... maybe? I was always hoping for a happily ever after.
Bullshit! There was no such thing.
All my life, I worried about dying alone somewhere with no one to really care. Well, it was ironic. Here I was. Alone in a woods where no one would find me, well, a stranger walking a dog. He would find me eventually.
There I was, dying. I was waiting for death since I saw all of my memories. I heard footsteps, voices and knew it was the monster coming back for me to finish me off.
Something was laid on me and I was floating.
"I'm sorry." I barely whispered. I hoped that whatever happened they could tell my mom and dad that my last words were I'm sorry. It seemed like good words. Very appropriate. I knew I wouldn't make it to Heaven. I wasn't good enough. Good enough for Hell. Maybe... Definitely. I was a disappointment.
My mom would be sad and blame herself. I didn't want that. It cost me a lot of pain but I said I'm sorry one more time for good measure. I wanted that to be my last words. I wanted them to mean something.
Everything went dark. There was nothing.
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We will leave Gibbs for just a little while and focus on the events that took place and caused the previous event. The Next chapter is what happened before the boat incident, before we meet Gibbs Mahoney...
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Make Me Live Again
FantasyGibbs Mahoney lived his life wrong and never realized it until he was dying. It took some strangers that become family to teach him trust and love and how to live again.
