Out Of The Shadows (Jelsa)

I'm Not Fine (chap 58)

Elsa's POV (it's been a while)

A excruciating pain erupted through my heart

Oh no.

It's acting up again.

This is one of the worst side effects with having a disease that has no cure.

All I can do is withstand it.

I wiped away the tears from earlier.

Jack was wrong. I could've saved her. I could've saved so many people.

But I didn't.

Because I'm a coward. I showed weakness to the enemy and now I'm a failure.

Maybe I should die. All my problems would disappear. Everyone would be safe. It's me Pitch wants, after all.

I don't know why Dr.Felix (sure. He can be fix it Felix) was working so hard to find a cure for me.

Jack is lucky. I don't know how he manages to control his emotions so easily.

I've had to withstand this pain for almost all my life. Not even Anna knows about all the battle scars that were left behind.

The pain continued to increase. But I was fine.

I'm fine.

I'm not.

Jack's POV

The house wasn't as quiet as before. The kids seemed to slowly start playing with their toys again.

But of course Olaf never stopped clutching his carrot pillow. He loved it so much it looked like a part of him. He kinda reminded me of a snowman.

I walked into the living room to find Olaf happily chasing Sven, who had his carrot in his mouth.

At least someone was happy. But it was enough to lift my spirits.

I felt two tugs on my pants and looked down to find Jamie and Sophie.

Jamie reached into his pocket and pulled out a light blue car.

I smile quickly spread on my face.

Anna's POV (so many POV's)

Where is she. Where is she. Where is she!?

I need to find Elsa.

I need to talk to her.

She's probably taking this worse than most of us.

Maybe she's in her room?

I ran past the lobby and say Jack playing with some of the kids.

At least he's not taking this too hard.

I continued to run up the stairs and stopped at Elsa's door.

We had a special knock we used as kids, so I decided to use that.

But there was no answer.

Elsa usually knocked back.

I tried to turn the doorknob but it seemed to be locked.

I put my face in front of the key hole

"Elsa?"

I tried to look through. But all I saw was a hand.

"ELSA!"

I started to bang on the door.

Was she okay? What if she's hurt!

I backed up a bit then ran into the door shoulder first.

But I think I did it a bit too hard since the entire door fell down.