It's taking all your strenght...

By adrianpestalozzi

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Harry Styles is faced with an emotional mess. Zayn has left the band and Harry's literally dying of longing f... More

1. Feelings of emptiness
2. Realization
3. Captivated
4. Hesitant
5. Train of thoughts
6. Heartache
7. Disappointment
8. I'll make it up to you
9. I am joyless
10. Two can play this game
11. Compensation
12. The Call
13. The Call II
14. The photograph
15. Jamaica
16. Memories
17. The Beach
18. Say Something
19. The Date
20. The Date II
21. The Date III
22. The Date IV
23. The Date V
24. Jamaica II
25. Sign of the times
26. Consequences
27. Explanations
28. Explanations II
29. Decisions
30. Decisions II
31. Decision III
32.Decision IV
33. Decision V
34. Morning Hours
35. Morning Hours II
36. Morning Hours III
37. Larry
38. Larry II
39. Larry III
40. Secrets
41. The Gala
42. The Gala II
43. Lies
44. Lies II
45. Lies III
46. Broken
47. Broken II
48. Broken III
49. Survival
50. Response
51. New Life
52. The Letter
53. Despair
54. The Hell
55. The Hell II
56. Reunion
57. Reunion II
58. Reunion III
59. Reunion IV
60. Double life
61. Remorse
62. Remorse II
63. Remorse III
64. Remorse IV
65. New Year's Resolution
66. Sexy New Year
67. Caught
68. Caught II
69. Caught III
70. New Ways
71. New Ways II
72. The Break Up
73. Medicine
74. Major Consequences
75. Oslo
76. Oslo II
77. Oslo III
78. Oslo IV
79. Oslo V
80. Limbo
81. Limbo II
82. Confusion of feelings
83. Entertainer
84. She's back
85. Lavender
86. Lavender II
87. Lavender III
88. Love is in the Air
89. L
90. The Compromise
91. The Heartbeat
92. The Heartbeat II
93. Nothing but the truth
94. Nothing but the truth II
95. Too Much
96. The First Kiss
97. Life is always in the way
98. The Video
100. There you are

99. Bring me back to life

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By adrianpestalozzi


Harry

The time just flew by. My family distracted me as much as they could, without even suspecting it. Childhood memories awaken. It rings at the door and shortly afterwards my mother calls me downstairs. In the living room she holds a box under my nose.


 "For you, my son. That was just sent for you," she says. 


Curious, she stands next to me and waits. 


"What is that, Mummy?" I ask.

 "Why don't you open it? Who is sending you something?"


 My sister appears in the room.


 "Oh, what have you got there?" she wants to know.


 I shrug my shoulders cluelessly.


 "How should I know? Nobody knows I'm here." 


Gemma smiles mysteriously.


 "Now open the package. Maybe it's hot underwear from a fan," she whispers,

 "Oh, Gem. You're disgusting!"


 I wrinkle my nose and give her a pat on the back of the head.

I look at the box extensively from all angles. The address is printed on it. No handwriting on it. The sender is the General Post Office in New York. That is strange.


 "Now open the thing already", everyone moans. 

"We finally want to know who's sending you something." 


Carefully I open the package. It smells unusually strong - a perfume perhaps.  

What does this beguiling scent remind me of? 

I think hard. Inside, silk paper rustles in candy colours. As I gently push it aside, I gasp. I let the box sink and tears shoot into my eyes. My mother jumps up in shock. 


"Harry, my boy," she shouts. 


Gemma eyes wide and hugs me. 


"Little brother, what is it?"

 "It is, it is... Lavender, Mummy," I stammer. 

"LAVENDER?" everyone calls synchronously. 

"What's so bad about that and why do you have to cry about it ?" Robin wants to know.


 Now everyone lowers their heads over the cardboard box and takes a look inside. 


"Mmmhhhh, a heavenly scent. It must be freshly cut." Anne looks quite dreamy.

 "What a gorgeous idea."

 "Why on earth would anyone send LAVENDER to our son?" Robin doesn't understand the whole thing. 

"Is there a card inside?" Gemma is suddenly totally psyched.

 "I don't know," I whisper. 


With a shaky hand I take the box back and walk a few steps away from the others. My fingertips gently stroke the lavender blossoms. The blossoms leaves fine traces of scent on them. I don't need a card. The sender is known to me. Nevertheless I look it up. At the bottom of the box I find the card.


My Love,

I go where you go
Harry, I got you
There's no goodbyes, only us
So I will follow
Hold you close standing on the edge of no tomorrow

So I still follow

I been feeling high when I touch your body
That's how I feel the soul inside your body
Can't believe my eyes I swear
You glow, I follow you close
Fingertips touch, all I want your body
Fingertips touch all I want

All I want
All I ever wanted
It's in front of me
Right in front of me
What have I done
Now I never done
This could be the end of me
Be the end of me.

I go where you go
Harry, I got you
There's no goodbyes, only us
So I will follow
Hold you close standing on the edge of no tomorrow

So I still follow

As long as you feeling the same, 
I'll follow you into the flames, 
As long as you feeling the same, 
I'll follow you into the flames, 


Haz, fly with me to the stars. From there, hand in hand, we look down on all the lavender fields.

You're the love of my life and always have been. I want to share my life with you. I want to fall asleep with you in the evening and wake up with you in the morning.

I love you.

Zayn


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