It's taking all your strenght...

By adrianpestalozzi

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Harry Styles is faced with an emotional mess. Zayn has left the band and Harry's literally dying of longing f... More

1. Feelings of emptiness
2. Realization
3. Captivated
4. Hesitant
6. Heartache
7. Disappointment
8. I'll make it up to you
9. I am joyless
10. Two can play this game
11. Compensation
12. The Call
13. The Call II
14. The photograph
15. Jamaica
16. Memories
17. The Beach
18. Say Something
19. The Date
20. The Date II
21. The Date III
22. The Date IV
23. The Date V
24. Jamaica II
25. Sign of the times
26. Consequences
27. Explanations
28. Explanations II
29. Decisions
30. Decisions II
31. Decision III
32.Decision IV
33. Decision V
34. Morning Hours
35. Morning Hours II
36. Morning Hours III
37. Larry
38. Larry II
39. Larry III
40. Secrets
41. The Gala
42. The Gala II
43. Lies
44. Lies II
45. Lies III
46. Broken
47. Broken II
48. Broken III
49. Survival
50. Response
51. New Life
52. The Letter
53. Despair
54. The Hell
55. The Hell II
56. Reunion
57. Reunion II
58. Reunion III
59. Reunion IV
60. Double life
61. Remorse
62. Remorse II
63. Remorse III
64. Remorse IV
65. New Year's Resolution
66. Sexy New Year
67. Caught
68. Caught II
69. Caught III
70. New Ways
71. New Ways II
72. The Break Up
73. Medicine
74. Major Consequences
75. Oslo
76. Oslo II
77. Oslo III
78. Oslo IV
79. Oslo V
80. Limbo
81. Limbo II
82. Confusion of feelings
83. Entertainer
84. She's back
85. Lavender
86. Lavender II
87. Lavender III
88. Love is in the Air
89. L
90. The Compromise
91. The Heartbeat
92. The Heartbeat II
93. Nothing but the truth
94. Nothing but the truth II
95. Too Much
96. The First Kiss
97. Life is always in the way
98. The Video
99. Bring me back to life
100. There you are

5. Train of thoughts

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By adrianpestalozzi





Harry


Almost two years have passed since then. 730 days of longing for just one Person - Zayn.

I have numerous affairs because of my inner conflict. Changing acquaintances are good for my reputation as a womanizer. I'm not really interested in women. It's not that I'm gay and women don't mean nothing to me. I'm more attracted to both sexes. The love of my life, however, is Zayn Malik.

After he left "One Direction" during our 2015 tour, my life seemed completely empty. In all the time together as a band, my emotions are all over the place. When my love for Zayn became clearer and he opened up to me and confessed his love, Perrie stepped into our lives. A girlfriend arranged by the management. I was feeling hurt and rejected. Louis had Eleanor, Zayn dated Perrie and I was alone and keep Zayn and my emotions under lock and key. I managed less and less. Zayn also struggled with the hopeless situation.

2013 was the beginning of Zarry. We got to know each other better and understood each other blindly. We were so in love and fascinated, that we forgot the world. Our concerts were our stage. Gentle touches, intense glances and later wild gestures expressed our inner restlessness, our hidden feelings.


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