I turn to see Kevin walking up with a bunch of roses.
"He ma" he tries to smile, "Can we talk?"
I look at Nick who's gaze is focused on Kevin. He looks down at me,
"Do you wanna talk to him?"
I shake my head, "No but I can tell him."
"Kevin, I... I got a video call for a meeting and I gotta go change and I can't talk right now okay? How about later?" I lie.
He nods sadly, "Yeah.. Okay.."
I quickly take the roses and thank him and briefly kiss his cheek before quickly walking upstairs to the apartment. Once I get in my room I decide to watch 13 reasons why season 2. After a couple hours it's around 2 am. I finally decide I better go to bed.. Lately I've been thinking I can't hide away like this forever.. I have to choose Adym or Kevin.
Next Day
I wake up around 10 am. Once I leave my bed, I brush my teeth and wash my face before grabbing cereal and getting dressed. After eating I decide to go to the gym so I change clothes and look at myself for a little bit. To be completely honest, I didn't want to go to the gym but I feel like running and trying to keep myself busy so I can "forget" to talk to Kevin. I walk out of my room as Kayla walks out.
"Where are you going?" She asks.
"Downstairs to the gym. Wanna come?" I say.
She shrugs, "Yeah sure. Give me a minute to change."
A couple minutes pass before she comes out in joggers amd a tank top. On our way downstairs we decide to stop and take pictures of each other for instagram since I feel like posting again.
Skylar_Gomez
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Be comfortable in your own skin, don't let someone else try and bring you down❤😘
User1: you should hmu sometime😏
User2: Ur so pretty!!❤😍
User3: You and Adym would be cute oml😭❤
User4: @/ user3 nahhhh her and Kevin😍😍
As Kayla and I make our way to the gym I scroll through my feed and see Adym's post.
Therealriccotho
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New YouTube video out today. I had a lot of fun in this video. It'll be up later👌😏
User1: Ayyeeee can't wait
User2: Ilysfm😭👏👏👏
User3: What a snack😏
I begin to ponder what the video is about as we reach the gym.. I need to talk to him and Kevin but instead, I put away my phone and put in mt earbuds as Kayla and I begin to run.
After the gym
After the gym Kayla and I head back to the apartment where she begins making herself breakfast and I shower.
By the time I leave my room it's going on 1:15 pm and Kayla's already showered and in her room. All day I've been stalling but I've come to the conclusion it's time to talk to the boys. I reach for my phone as I think about who to talk to firdt. Finally, I decide to text Adym.
Sky: Hey Adym.. Can we talk today?
Adym: ofc when?
Sky: Starbucks by my place around 1:30?
Adym: Omw
Sky: thanks
I sit around on my phone for a few minutes before I decide I should start walking over to Starbucks to meet Adym. In all honesty I don't know what I'm gonna say or how I'm gonna say it.. All I know is I gotta talk to Kevin. As I walk out of my room I pull up Kevin's contact and text him.
Sky: Hey.. Can I talk to you?
Kev: Yeah ofc
Sky: Meet me at my place around 2?
Kev: K. See u soon.
I walk across the street to Starbucks and immediately find Adym's car. My stomach begins to churn as I get closer to the door. As soon as I walk in I spot Adym in line. He smiles as we make eye contact and waves me over. I walk up to him and give him a quick hug before he orders his drink and I order my drink. Once we're done ordering and get our drinks, we sit down across from each other.
"So" he smiles brightly, "how's everything going?"
"I feel better." I nod, "You know.. Less stressed..."
"So... You wanted to talk about something?" Adym asks.
"Right" I say, taking a deep breath.
Tbc..