Poem Cycle

Now, I only feel alone

Loneliness is something that filled the emptiness of my heart.

You were the one that awakened my heart.

My heart acted weird when you were around.

It used to feel a broad range of emotions.

Now, I only feel one thing... I feel alone.

I would see you when you aren't around.

I thought you would be around forever.

I shouldn't have taken you for granted.

You see, how stupid I am.

Now that you aren't here,

I can feel the emptiness creeping through every space in my heart, mind, and soul.

It's driving me crazy that I am looking for you, love. 

Now that you are gone, I finally understand your importance.

I kept searching for my heart after you left.

I realized I won't find it until I find you.

You were my heart that kept me alive.

I left my heart with you as I left you.

I guess I loved you more than I anticipated.

I am craving for you now like my stash of tequila.

What have I done?

I brought this to myself.

I was the one that left you for my sake.

I guess I couldn't handle our love, and the anxiety I felt each day of it.

Now, I only feel alone.