Poem Cycle

Suddenly

You appeared suddenly in front of me

I couldn't think of any words to say to you

I didn't know what to say to you

I felt my hesitation

I felt my confusion

I never thought of meeting you again

You made me remember the memories we had together

The memories that were hidden and buried deep in my heart. 

It seemed like I urged for you 

It seemed like I missed you

I feel dizzy

Can you tell me why you left me 

Can you tell me what I was missing 

Can you tell me why you suddenly appeared in front of me

I remember your expressions 

I remember your sweet words

 Now,  I am spending my nights in nightmares

I always prayed that meet you again.

I was waiting like a manic

I feel like I was going to die. 

I always feared that you never appear again

That you would disappear like a ghost. 

You make feel my heart beat again

I never was able to make you disappear in my heart. 

Can you tell me why you left me

Can you tell me what I was missing

Can you tell me why you suddenly appeared in front of me.

I am feeling scared

That you are going to make my heart beat again

I know I shouldn't lean on you

I know you won't come back to me

I know this is just coincidence

Now I know you drive me crazy

I won't stop missing you 

I can't stop these feelings 

I tried to bury and hide every part of me

I keep searching for you 

I still plead for you