Don't question me any further
I am holding everything in
I am clenching really hard
I never felt such pain in my life
I am now questioning all my decisions
I remember that small shoulder
Where I leaned on everyday for hours
I am sorry for not showing enough love
I was scared to love
That is why I caused pain the inside you
I am holding on all our memories
Where we embrace
Where we kissed
Where we had simple dates
Where you cried in front of me
I want to live inside your memories forever
I just want you to remember our happy memories
I am such a fool to always smile around you
Yet, you left me
You should have gave me some time
I knew you got hurt because of me
When you sigh when I kept my distance
When I just followed by the rules to protect my heart
You wanted me to show myself
I know you are a not a bad girl
I know you left for a reason
I knew you got hurt because of me
I know that's why you left me
I just have to endure it
I just have to deal with it
It was your choice to leave me
So, why
So, why are you crying because of me
Just omit me from your memories
Erase every part me of
Then can I see your happy face again
Why are you sighing everywhere you go
It was my fault
You should happy
Why are you always crying silently and quietly
I am laughing at my left over feelings for you
I can't believe I still want you by me
Yet, I pushed you away from me
I couldn't admit the fact that you were in my heart
You were always in my heart
I will always smile without trying with you
You made me feel vulnerable
I thought it was better for me to form my barriers tighter
Now, I just want you to comfortably leave me
I can't believe I still miss you
I am having so much regret
I am causing this to myself
You are not the bad girl
I am just the bad guy
It's all my fault
I just can't forget us
It's better for you to leave
I will just cause more pain for you
I am trying to get a grip of myself
Yet, I can't
Why am I dying inside
It's my choice to make her leave
I am the bad guy
You're not a bad girl
I know it with my heart
My beating heart
My regrets
They all are questioning my mind's decisions
I know that you're a good girl
So, leave before you get hurt anymore by me
I guess I just have to deal with it
I can't have you get hurt again
So don't question about my love
I am trying hard to endure through this
I am barely holding back the tears
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Poem Cycle
PoéziaThis book contains a variety of different types of poems. This book is not made up of Chapter's but the title of poems, I create. I hope you enjoy it. Please like, comment, and vote if you like my poems. Highest rating in Poetry [#235 - 10/10/17] |...