Poem Cycle

On Rainy Days

I see the World suddenly dark again

Dark clouds form once again in the cold air

The memories appear deep in my mind

The horror release in my cold black heart

As I remember each thing of our love

Then it starts to rain down upon my head

everything suddenly turns still once more

As the raindrops fall quietly on my head

The hidden memories reveals itself

From deep down my isolated blue heart

I am sorry to leave you all depressed

Without a doubt I can't ever escape

the thoughts of us spending time together

I could not reach you cause of my strong pride

On rainy days your images come find me

torturing me through the night with nightmares

I hope somebody will be my umbrella

If nobody will be my umbrella

I hope when the rain starts to stop falling

You will slowly fade away completely

Since the rain always falls down upon me

This will be a constant cycle for me