Poem Cycle

It's okay if I get hurt

I fell in love with one person.

But that person loved someone else

The person I loved didn't love me back

Why can't you see me?

I waited and waited for you 

You never came to me

You never noticed me 

I was just a friend

I could feel my heart racing every time I saw him

I tried to act cool for him

I tried to talk to him many times

But I am talking to myself the whole time

I hanged out with other guy to hopefully make you jealous

He wouldn't budge 

He kept looking at someone with loving eyes

He never gave me that look before

He never even looked at me properly

When I saw him hurt 

I pleaded to the girl to accept him

That girl refused to the end

So I decided to confessed to him

My love for him

I knew I was going to get hurt

I knew I was going to be in pain

I knew all the bad things awaiting for me

Still I muttered all my courage and told him

My feeling for him

Just as I thought 

He refused me

He rejected me

He left me

I knew this was going to happen

I still had false hope 

Deep, deep inside my heart

After that day I kept spinning in circles

I kept seeing mirages of him

I wish I could see him everyday

I wish he accepted my love and myself

I could love him like no other girl

It's okay if I get hurt

As long as I can see him

As long as he is happy

Then, I will be fine, right

I still wanted to love him

Even though I knew I was going to get hurt

I still wanted to be next to him

Even though he was hugging another girl

Even though he would just step on me

Throw me away like a piece of trash

It's okay if I cry

It's okay if I get hurt 

It's okay if I in pain

It's okay if you keep rejecting me 

It's okay if I suffer 

It's okay if I go through this process over and over 

As long as I can see your face

Please allow me to continue loving you like the river flowing continuity 

I will always be waiting

I hope he always knows that