Poem Cycle

Just You

In blurry memories,

I still remember you clearly like the sky.

I keep hating myself as usual.

I keep pushing my memories of you away.

Yet, it keeps resurfacing.

It haunts me down day and night.

Where are you?

I am searching for you, 

But you are nowhere found.

I still remember undoubtedly your voice,

it is beautiful and pure like water.

The voice that uplifted me across the clouds.

I told you not to let go of me.

Yet, you didn't listen.

Why did you even love me?

Tic Tok goes the clock

Still, there is no you.

Yet, for some reason, I can't hate you.

You just remained as a painful memory.

I still remember your scent that engulfed me endlessly.

The fact that you aren't here is driving me insane.

I need you to bring me back to life.

I just want you to come and hold me like you used to.

But, I also know that won't happen.

 I will always live in my past memories

People don't change easily,

and I am one of those people.