I always walked in this thin layer of ice
My memories are so vivid
I always wish it wasn't so
I dream to be like others
To have a happy family
I always pray
Even though I know these prayers won't come true
This was the one thing keeping me alive from the horror
When I saw the murder right in front of my face
I couldn't say anything
I was horrified
I was scared
I wish I can take away this memory in the back burner
But at the same time, I can't let go of this memory
The killer looked into my dim eyes
The eyes that were bloodthirsty
The killer who saved my life
The killer who cursed my life
I wasn't sure if I should be thankful
Or I should afraid and alarmed
I pray to God to erase my memories
To take away my blessing and curse
I wish to fade away from this earth
I still remember my earnest prayer
I remember how my prayer was partly a lie
I loved the killer too much
I hated the killer too much
I never saw the killer the same again
I wish somebody will call my name with hope
I wish I never met that killer
Then I wouldn't have had these wonderful memories that warmed my heart
These memories that darken my heart until it was broken
I wish I didn't wait all these years for this person
Then I wouldn't increase my love for this person
Then I wouldn't lean on this person
Then my heart wouldn't be waiting for that one word
I wished the person would just call my name
How much I love it
I wish the person will come back
But I wished the killer won't come back at the same time
I don't understand
Should I let go of that person
Should I hold on to that person
I didn't want this horror to start again
I didn't want this joy to start again at the same time
So I ended it all for myself
For the person I loved
The person who I longed for all my life
The person who became a murder of my friends and family
I hope I can forget everything
I hope I don't remember anything
I want to erase the horror
I want to erase the good memories
Say goodbye to this horrifying life
Forget how horrified I felt with my life
I fell in love with a Vampire
So I ended it all
To save myself and the killer
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