Poem Cycle

My heart is on Fire

Waiting in the doorsteps for you

Sadly you never came like you told me

I remember a time

When my mom told me to be careful of men

She told me constantly that you can get hurt easily from any men

I think she is right

I know that my beating heart is greater than my greatest fear

I could feel my heart is on fire

This fire is so uncontrollable

I love it and hate it 

This ongoing heartbeat seems to never stop

I seem to throw my everything towards him

I knew that our love is like playing with fire

He would be very expressive at first

Then he would be deadly silent

Can't he look at me 

See the fear in my eyes

For this fire in my heart

Can't he just be near me at all times

I realized that this was no joke

I thought I could control fire

I kept trying to control it 

But I ended up burning myself too much

This is too much love play

I knew our love is uncontrollable

I tried to make it work

To make my heart more stable

But I couldn't 

I guess

This means my heart will always be on fire

My heart is always looking for you

My heart is always urging for me

My heart is on Fire

For him