Poem Cycle

Enigma

Take all my enigma

I will give you all these puzzles and riddles you requested for

Now get away from me

Stop causing this enigma to me

I don't want to understand or solve it

For some reason

You somehow convince me to continue solving these enigmas

I hate you

I love you

What is this relationship

I am lost in these mysteries

You keep gripping onto my heart 

I try to stop 

I really tried with all my might

I tried to stop being near you since you cause all these unexplainable events

I hate being confused 

then

I love being confused

It brings excitement to my life

What are you doing to me

You keep getting me addicted to these enigmas

Just please take it away before I break apart 

Just please get rid of it before I kill myself

Before I want it too much

Before my addiction gets any stronger

Before I can't live without it

Just take all the hard work I went through for you

Before I get too attached it 

Before I experience anymore evil and good from it

Before I get killed by it

Just take it all

Take all that Enigma away

Even though I love it 

I hate it

Even though I hate it

I love it 

Stop making me have these mixed feelings

Stop making me urge for your enigma behavior

Go

Don't go

I don't even know what I want anymore

So you choose for me

To get rid of this enigma 

or

To continue giving me this enigma

I give you the choice

Since you control me