Poem Cycle

I will show you

They say I am weak.

They say I have no real experience with the real world.

They tell me I can't do anything.

They say I am a loser with no friends.

You know what.

It's you guys who have no experience .

I study 24/7.

I am a nerd.

I faced so many temptation on a daily basis.

You know what.

I endure all of it

I resisted all of them. 

I try to please my parents to my edge of my limit.

I exercised with no mercy to defend myself.

I fought till I relieved all my stress. 

I got bruises and cuts.

I have many battle scars. 

I don't have time to handle bullying.

You think I can't handle you guys.

I am trying to be nice .

I am trying to save you guys.

From getting ruined like me

Unlike most kids, I have experience abused until I broken.

I have seen many things I shouldn't have seen.

I felt pain like no other.

I experience so much hardship.

You can't put me down .

I worked so hard to get straight A's.

I worked so hard to get my black belt.

You say I don't have dream.

I have many dreams.

Too little time to achieve it all.

They fear me 

Because I am quiet.

Because I don't have that many friends. 

I stayed up nights studying, exercising until I relieved the stress in my life. 

You think you guys can really hurt me.

I got hurt enough.

I know my weaknesses.

I am emotional weak.

I am working on fixing that.

I know I am smaller than all you guys.

I have some skills in my sleeve.

You think I am reckless like you guys.

You guys are amateur.

Don't judge me .

Don't judge anybody.

We have a hard life.

We all are trying to endure the hardship.

I try not to have any emotions.

I try not to show my feelings.

Because I been hurt.

Because I felt the pain. 

Some how I managed.

You think telling me that.

I am ugly.

I am scary.

I am a loner.

I am a nobody.

None of this is going to bring me down. 

No, I control everything.

I control my own life. 

I do what I want. 

I judge myself.

I might not know myself enough.

I know enough to trudge through.

Don't try to trap me.

I will show you who I am.

You want me to reveal myself.

You want to know the true me.

 I will show you.

I will show you what I am made out of.

You guys might be surprised.

Don't bother me.

Just leave me alone.

You think you guys are the best.

You are not. 

You are never.

You guys are much lower than you think.

 I will show you what I am. 

I will show you myself.

I will take off my mask.

I will reveal my true form.

My true self.

You guys are going in for a surprise.

How powerful and mighty I am.

I will show you my true face,

my real face.  

Let's see if you can handle me now.