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*Spencer's POV*

"SPENCER CATHRINE LOWE! GET YOUR ASS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME RIGHT NOW!" I heard Demi scream and my eyes widened.

I walked down the hall into where I heard Demi's booming voice come from.

"Yes?"

"A DRUG DEAL! YOU WERE INVOLVED IN A GODDAMN DRUG DEAL!?!" She yelled and my eyes widened.

"How did you-"

"SAVE IT! YES OR NO! WERE YOU INVOLVED WITH A DRUG DEAL WHILE I WAS AWAY?!" She yelled, charging at me, making me back up from her.

"SAVE IT! YES OR NO! WERE YOU INVOLVED WITH A DRUG DEAL WHILE I WAS AWAY?!" She yelled, charging at me, making me back up from her

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(Pretend she's not in a wedding dress and this isn't a MV lmao)

"Demi I can ex-"

"YES OR NO?!"

"Ye-yes" I stuttered, seeing the furry in her eyes.

"WERE YOU DEALING OR BUYING?!?!"

"Dealing" I whispered and I thought she as about to slap me but she just turned and waked away, shaking her head with clenched fists. 

"PLEASE TELL ME, WHY THE FUCK  YOU WERE SELLING FUCKING DRUGS!" She screamed, spinning around towards me.

"I needed some extra cash because I had to quit working at the family restaurant for school.." 

"THAT'S WORSE THEN WORKING AT LIKE A STRIP CLUB! IF YOU NEEDED EXTRA MONEY THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE CAME TO ME SPENCER! I WOULD HAVE GLADLY HELPED YOU WITH WHAT YOU NEEDED!"

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"THAT'S WORSE THEN WORKING AT LIKE A STRIP CLUB! IF YOU NEEDED EXTRA MONEY THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE CAME TO ME SPENCER! I WOULD HAVE GLADLY HELPED YOU WITH WHAT YOU NEEDED!"

"NO YOU WOULDN'T HAVE!" I yelled and she stopped dead in her tracks, her eyes widening and she raised an eyebrow.

"Why not?" She spoke, keeping eye contact with me. 

"I needed money to pay off something, that you can't know about"

"YOUR ASS BETTER TELL ME RIGHT NOW!" She yelled, Batman barking at us, running around our feet.

"I CAN'T!"

"WELL YOU BETTER CHOOSE YOUR CHOICES CAREFULLY! YOU EITHER TELL ME RIGHT NOW OR I AM LEAVING YOUR ASS AND YOUR SHIT BETTER BE OUT OF MY HOUSE BY TOMORROW! I'M NOT PLAYING GAMES SPENCER! THIS IS SEROUIS! YOU COULD GO TO FUCKING JAIL! PLUS I DON'T WANT TO BE AROUND DRUGS! YOU KNOW MY PAST, WHY WOULD YOU EVEN MAKE IT POSSIBLEABLE FOR THEM TO BE NEAR ME?!!"

"THEY WERE NEVER NEAR YOU!"

"NEVER?! HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN DEALING?!" She screamed and I cursed at myself for using such words. 

"Three years" I confessed 

"THREE YEARS?! THAT'S HOW LONG WE'VE BEEN DATING!"

"THREE YEARS?! THAT'S HOW LONG WE'VE BEEN DATING!"

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 "I know, I'm sorry!" 

"SORRY DOESN'T CUT YOU DRUG DEALING SPENCER! I ALWAYS KNEW SOMETHING WAS OFF ABOUT OUR REALTIONSHIP! IT'S NEVER BEEN THIS NORMAL THING! WHAT ELSE ARE YOU FUCKING HIDING FROM ME?!"

"That's it, I swear"

"Yeah? Then what did you need money for?" Demi crossed her arms over her chest that was rising and falling faster then my grades in college.  

"I already told you, I can't tell you!"

"IF YOU CAN'T TELL ME THEN I DON'T WANT TO MARRY YOU! MARRIAGE IS NO SECRETS! I DON'T WANT TO MARRY A FUCKING LYING DRUG DEALING WHORE!"

"I'M NOT A WHORE!"

"YEAH?! THEN TELL ME WHY YOU NEED TO PAY WHO YOU WERE DEALING TO, TO KEEP QUIET THAT YOU FUCKING SLEPT WITH SOMEONE IN THAT ALLYWAY! HUH SPENCER?! NOT A FUCKING WHORE MY ASS! I LEFT FOR THREE FUCKING DAYS YOU BITCH! TO THINK I STARTED TRUSTING YOU, AND FALLING EVEN MORE FOR YOU AND LET YOU BE AROUND MY SON! I LET YOU BE AROUND MY SON AND HE CALLED YOU MOMMY! I WARNED YOU! I TOLD YOU IF YOU PLANNED ON HURTING ME, LEAVE HIM OUT OF IT AND NOW YOU HURT TWO OF US; SO, WELL FUCKING DONE YOU SON OF A BITCH!" She yelled and I felt the tears fall down my face, the anger showing itself on Demi's. 

"I never meant to hurt you" I whispered and I felt her shake her head, her hands shaking and her breathing getting heavier

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"I never meant to hurt you" I whispered and I felt her shake her head, her hands shaking and her breathing getting heavier.

"Get out. Get your shit and leave. When I come back here tomorrow, I want you gone, out of my house, out of my life. You've done enough damage to this family. I hate you" Demi hissed before picking up Batman and slamming the front door shut and I heard the car start and slowly faint away.

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!

I slid down the wall and shoved my face into my knees, the tears soaking my pants.

I never meant to hurt you.

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I just watched love, Simon and it's really good! 

It's my birthday week! Imma be a year older on Friday, June 22 ;) 

Written on: June 16th 2018

Published on: June 16th 2018

Word Count: 827


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