"I'm really gonna miss him" I soothed Yuri by rubbing her back.
Jungkook had just told her that they're leaving for tour.
"It's okay Yuri." I gave her a hug and let her cry in my arms.
"He told me so late. He should've told me earlier. He just told me now that I won't see him for a long time." She kept crying and sobbing and I felt so sad for her.
"Okay let me just get you some food and I'll be right back." I smiled before walking out the room and preparing something in the kitchen.
While I was preparing my mind hovered over a thought.
This might be the last time I see Jimin.
I haven't talked to Jimin ever since we broke up and him having tour would mean he wouldn't be able to be here for a while considering this isn't Korea. I'll have to move on with my life and he'd have to move on with his.
I sighed.
I'm over crying.
I boiled some water and cooked some ramen.
Then my phone buzzed.
방탄소년단
I hope you're
gonna live well. I'll
miss you. I always will.
I hope you'll find your
happiness. I love you.
I dropped on the floor when I read the message.
I didn't need any confirmation whatsoever of who it was when I knew.
Reading this message brought me to tears once more. I hate crying. I really do but for once I needed to outlet all the pain inside me.
"I miss you." I whispered through my tears.
I really wanted to see him.
I can't even say goodbye.
No Si Ah don't talk to him he's caused enough damage.
But I love him.
Yeah but in the end all you had was a broken heart.
I hugged my legs.
Suddenly I realized that I left the stove cooking ramen.
So I pulled myself together standing up and went back to cooking my ramen.
I've cried enough tears.
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IM SOORRY I know I suddebly went into haitus out of nowhere heuheuehu I was quite busy the past days. I'm really sorry. *90 degree bow*
