Unexpected Destiny

CHAPTER 37 - YOU, MEANS LOVE

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Tujhe chuye bina bhi tujhe mehsoos kiya hai,

Maine tere ehsaas se bhi Ishq kiya hai.

ROOHI

Sometimes I don't understand myself, what I am feeling, all I feel is numb.

Like my mind is in constant thinking process and still I couldn't decide anything.

Exactly same I felt this whole day, after telling him about my feelings, Indirectly.

I don't know what came into me, I just looked into his eyes and my heart worked on its own.

I don't know why I forget about everyone and everything when he looks at me and since so many days, he is not just looking at me, my heart says that he is loving me.

Have I gone crazy?

Perhaps, because I have heard people go crazy in love.

But I am happily crazy for him, for me love means him.

So, I decided today, that I will tell him that soon and this time directly.

That's why today, leaving all the work of bakery, I went to bring something for him, I haven't given him anything yet. I just want to give him something meaningful.

And after searching for many shops I finally found something meaningful, if maybe not romantic.

Doesn't matter to me.

Love isn't always about romance, for me, it's about feeling that deep connection with someone, understanding that someone even without saying anything, and I have found that connection with him.

And now here I am sitting with him, holding his hand, on the shore of the beach, I was preparing myself to say my feelings to him, without worrying about his reaction.

And when I heard,

"I love you"

I just froze.

And when I realized I was the one who said it,

My breaths stopped, I forgot for some seconds that I have to breathe too.

Because as much as I prepared myself for this, I am not ready.

But now I have said it, so well-done Rooh, you did it.

I, with so much courage, looked at him and he was already looking at me.

And he was looking so relaxed, so calm, and shock was nowhere evident in his eyes. But still I am freaking out thinking of his reaction.

What if he again went away from me.

What if he again went into his shell, I don't think I can see him like that again.

What if I just ruined everything between us, just because I didn't have control on my feelings.