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Week later, 10:00

Hope POV

It's been a week and me and Jacob have sex once or twice a day. An it's still negative. I tried everything. I tried looking up pastions to have a child but nothing worker. I was started to think I can't have child. I set up a doctors appointment to see if so or not. Jacob of course gonna go with me to be supportive, one more thing. Me and Jacob even had kink sec because I was desperate at this point, I tried so much to see only one line. It hurts to see I'm not having a child with Jacob, I don't know what to do at this point.

Now the story
Hope POV

I had took another test already knowing the answer, as I watched it slowly turn into one line I felt tears falling, what are we doing wrong, I sighed not really expecting anything, I felt Jacob grab my waist as he knew I was gonna cry, honestly I was used to it at this point, I was almost numb to the one line, I sighed throwing it away to add to the Collection of negative pregnancy test in the trash can. Jacob knew my pain so he tried everything with me not questioning. Jacob held rubbed my waist as I looked at the trash can filled with negative pregnancy test. I wanted to scream, but nothing came out.

Jacob: do you want coffee before we leave to the doctors office. He asked me with his sweet tone

Hope: sure
I said numb

He turned me around looking me into my eyes, then pushed my hair back behind my ear, then gently kissed my forehead, I closed my eyes enjoying his touch, he pulled away kissing me, I pulled away walking to the bedroom getting ready to leave.

Jacob: we can get another hotel or rent something that doesn't have anybody close so we can have a little more privacy. He subject putting on a shirt

Hope: sure
I said numb while looking for anything I could if forgot of

Jacob came to me stopping me from looking, I laid my head back starting to cry

Hope: I don't know what to do at this point. I said half crying

Jacob kissed my cheek, rubbing my waist

Jacob: we'll ask a doctor
He said gently in my ear

I whipped my tears calming down as he rubbed my waist.

Jacob: quick round
He asked kissing my head

Hope: it's useless at this point.
I said pushing him away continuing looking

Jacob: baby
He said softly

Hope: don't Jacob
I said working him teasing up

He sighed dropping his arms from hugging me, I relaxed as I looked about again, after I finished looking around I brought the bag to the car setting it in the back seats. I got in by the passenger side buckling in, Jacob came in sitting on the drivers side starting his car, I looked out the widow wanting to cry but used them all over the week. Jacob mov r his hand on my thigh as he drove to the doctors appointment, he first stopped at the coffee shop to get my favorite drink, it was good but didn't react, Jacob tried everything while he drove to the doctors but failed. I just want a baby. I said in my head shedding my last tear. Jacob pulled into the parking lot of the doctors appointment, he put his car in park turning it off, I got out grabbing my phone putting it in my pocket, Jacob got out grabbing my hand holding it, we walked in to the front desk. I learned over the counter as it was high.

Hope: hello I have a appointment for hope petrou. I said not even trying to sound human

She typed on her computer as she looked at me a couple times with s worried face, I just gave her the poker face while she did so.