Jealous | Tommyinnit angst

59 ➪ I'm Supposed to help...

Today Tommy and Karl are coming over to stay, I'm very anxious.. Why can't they just stay there?.. I'm gonna fuck everything up again, aren't I? I'm tired.. just really tired of being the root of the problems here.

"Wilbur! Come down to eat!" Techno yelled, I yawned and sighed. Knowing I'm gonna be forced to eat this.. He's been watching me like a hawk, making sure I eat every bite.
I hate it.

I carefully walked down the steps and into the kitchen, "Here, toast." He slid a plate over to me.

"Thanks." I took a few nibbles, really disgusted at it. I eventually ended up finishing it, although I felt as if I were going to puke right after.

"Soo... Tommy is coming back after school right? Same with Karl?" I looked up at Tech, he nodded.

"Alright." I sighed.

Ranboo POV

That bitch is getting it today.
I don't care if I get in trouble, he hurt Tommy again.

"Hey, Tommy!" I ran over to Tommy, he was at the fountain. He turned to me with a swollen eye and beat-up face. I instantly gasped and held his arm.

"What happened?!"

"Guess." He mumbled, I didn't want to guess..

"Purpled?.." I winced, He nodded. I felt a massive rage rise up within me. I wanted to punt him, yell at him, kill him. I fucking hate his guts.

"Go to the nurses and ask for ice, I'll talk to him!" I smiled. 'Talk.' yeah right,

"Ok.. Be careful." He limped to the nurses, poor Tommy. He doesn't deserve that at all.

I walked to where I knew Purpled would be, he barely has any friends so I knew he'd be alone. loser.
"Purpled!" I grinned, walking over to him. He was very short compared to me.

"Oh. Ranboo..? What do you need?" He turned towards me, a little aggressive.

"Just wanted to ask something! Anyways how are you." I started, he looked unamused.

"Cut to the point slender." He insulted me, My face instantly went stern.

"What is your issue with Tommy." I stared down at him menacingly. I hope he knows I can beat the shit out of him.

"Dunno. He's like a punching bag! He doesn't even fight back, I need his money anyway." He slurred. That pissed me off.

"Well stay away from him, or I will have a big problem with you. not like I already don't..." I mumbled the last part under my breath as I threatened him.

"YOU have a problem with me?! What are you gonna do about it if I do??" He laughed.

"Why do you put yourself at such a high standard? Look at you." I bent down to his height, seeing his pissed-off look.

He instantly punched my nose. I stood up to my full height and kicked his chest, He fell over. "Don't act so tough," I growled.

He got up and tried attacking me but he was just too slow. I'm not the greatest at fighting, but I'll try for Tommy. I threw him on the ground, not hurting him much more. I don't want too much trouble.

"Don't go near Tommy. This was just child's play." I furrowed my eyebrows and stepped on his chest, walking off.

He better learn.

I don't care if I have to be brutal or not, I'll protect my friends till the end of the earth.
"Tommy!" I ran towards him, he was back at the fountain sitting down with an icepack.

"Are you better now?" I smiled, He glared at me with a confused look.

"What happened to your face?" Tommy asked, pointing to his nose, inferring my nose was hurt. Fuck I forgot.

Think think think ....

"I slammed a locker into my face!" I laughed embarrassingly, soon realizing that was a dumb lie, makes me look stupid.

He started giggling, "How did you manage that?!" Good, he believed me.

"I don't even know." I smiled, "Also I talked to Purpled, just tell me if something happens again."

He looked up at me, probably connecting the dots. He saw through the white lie, didn't he. He was quiet for a second, I was nervous. "Alright... I'll see you tomorrow." He looked to his side and stood up.

Shit, he probably doesn't trust me anymore..
Why did I lie?
It was so obvious.
I'm a psychopath oh god I hurt Purpled.
'Alright I'll see you tomorrow'
He doesn't usually talk like that-

"Ranboo?" He was still standing right in front of me..
Shit.

"Y-yeah? Sorry, I zoned out pretty badly!" I laughed it off.

He wasn't laughing, "What's wrong? Did Purpled do that?" Tommy was worried.

"No- I'm fine."

STOP LYING STOP LYING STOP LYING.

I felt a tight pain in my chest and suddenly an awful headache kicked in, oh god it's so loud.

"Ranboo?! What is wrong??" He cried, holding me up.

"Sorry- My head just really hurts.. I'm gonna go home- Just go to class." I winced, stepping backward and then just running.

I heard him yell my name, soon giving up on chasing me. I ran to my car and went inside. Feeling safe, all sounds were quiet now. No loud voices or yelling. No lies. I'm fine.

Suddenly everything replayed in my head.

I banged my head into the steering wheel.
Fuck.

He's gonna be super worried for me now. I'm stressing him out this isn't like me at all nonono..
I'm so dumb why did I panic???

I looked at my phone, it was flooding with messages.

'Ranboo
Ranboo
please answer
are you ok???
what happened?
did i do soemthing
im so sorry
plesse answer
im sorry
pleas ebe safe'

The texts read, I covered my mouth and typed.

'im ok i just got really panicked! please don't worry!!' I clicked send then turned off my phone, scared for a response.

I stepped on the gas and drove home, I was ready to just sleep. Why did I do that he's probably so worried...

Once I got home I instantly jumped onto my bed, feeling tears come to my eyes. I broke and cried into my hands, I feel bad.. i fucked up.

I'm supposed to help...