Jealous | Tommyinnit angst

𝟷 ➪ Sorry

♡︎ Tommy POV ♡︎

I lay in my bed, the red silky sheets pushing up against my pale skin. All sounds being blocked out by the summer heat filling my room, air heavy on my chest. A sudden buzz sounding like a cicada echoes through my ears. Suddenly, I jolt up like an alarmed dog and look around the sweaty atmosphere, soon realizing it was my phone interrupting my silence.

I flip it over, the bright screen flashing my face as I read the notification.

*Tubbo went live!!*
"Hypixel with Ranboo!"

I let out a sigh, the radiating warmth not making my annoyance any better. Throwing my phone across the room out of envy, tears clouding my already foggy vision as I crash back into my scarlet comforter.

"Is this over exaggerating?" I huffed, I was obviously exaggerating. Tubbo is allowed to have friends that aren't me..

I ruffle my hands through my blonde hair, trying to collect my rage. My feet touch the ground, a cold shock is sent through my body. The sudden wave of impulse hits me as I see Tubbo and Ranboo in the same VC.

"Hello.." I croak as I join the VC.

"Hi, Tommy!" Tubbo shouts I can see his smile radiate through the screen.

"Hey, Tommy!" Ranboo greets me, what a fucking kiss up.

"You can join us to play after this round!" Tubbo suggests.

No one responds, I can hear the clack of their keyboards as they play.

"Aw, man.. Ok round over, Tommy you wanna join?" Tubbo ignores the cluttered atmosphere in the call.

"Tommy..? TOMMY!!" Tubbo yells into his mic, which gets me snapped out of my zone.

"WHAT?!" I snapped back.

"Woah chill." Ranboo scoffed.

"Don't tell me to fucking chill ranbitch." I insult, his comment made me even more aggravated with him.

Ranboo laughs at my outrage, while Tubbo stays silent.

"What's your issue with Ranboo?" Tubbo suggested, slightly irritated. I am taken aback by his comment, Whilst Ranboo is too.

"m- ahh-mm I- dunno.." I mumble, very embarrassed.

"Ever since you joined the call you've been bitchy towards Ranboo, just chill out." Tubbo spat out once more.

"B-but.. He told me t-to chill out..! Why do you like him more?? W-what did I d-do.." I stuttered terribly, tears threaten to drip down my face as I clench my fists.

"Tommy?" Tubbo starts, but I leave the call abruptly before he can finish and shut down my computer.

After, I jump back onto my bed, loathing Ranboo. I check the stream, hearing my dumbass voice breaking character.

"fffuccckkkk..." I groan to myself, hand over my face in embarrassment.

I look back at the stream and listen to what they say after I leave.