As our lips moved against each other sensually and slowly, I didn't realize when I was lying down on the blanket on the grass with a pillow under my head and others around me.
My hands ran through Roman's hair, tugging at it a bit that elicited a gran from him as he started to place wet kisses all the way from my jaw to my neck before moving on to my bare chest, one of his hands squeezed one of my breasts while his tongue played with the other.
He sucked, kissed and bit the skin, nibbling on my nipples as his other hand slowly slid downwards and skimmed across the waist band of my panties.
My own hands moved to his shoulders as small moans left my lips at the torture his lips were giving me.
He fisted the lacy fabric and pulled it down slowly and torturously, his finger running up and down my slit when he hissed and muttered a curse as my breath faltered.
"So wet for me." He murmured against my lips, rubbing his thumb on my clit as a moan escaped me.
"Mmhm, keep on saying my name like that." He whispered, placing small kisses all over my face while I uttered his name like a prayer.
"Roman, please." I whimpered, wanting so much more and annoyed at how slow he was going.
"Patience, amore mio, patience. Let me savour you properly." He whispered huskily, his fingers hovering over my entrance as he slowly eased a finger in and muttered something under his breath as he kissed my breasts.
"So beautiful." He murmured against my skin as he bit it once again, no doubt leaving hickeys.
As his finger moved in and out of me at a steady pace, he added another one in, making me arch my back when he curled them, causing my stomach to tighten and a knot formed inside me.
His fingers hit all the right places and I was a moaning mess as he looked in my eyes that fluttered closed when he curled his fingers inside me once again, his thumb stroking my clit.
"Open your eyes, I want them on me angel." He said and I complied, staring into his beautiful green orbs as he pleasured me.
When the pleasure became too much to handle, he suddenly pulled his fingers out of me and a whine escaped my lips at the loss of contact.
"Patience." He said sternly and I bit my lip at his dominant voice as he brought his fingers up to his mouth and sucked them clean all the while keeping eye contact with me.
My face heated up at the action, his lips forming a smirk as he hummed in satisfaction.
"Delicious, and so fucking sweet." He rasped, moving closer between my legs as I felt the nervousness kick in once again.
He obviously noticed my slightly panicked state and brushed his knuckles over my cheek softly before kissing it.
"Are you a virgin?" He asked me as I bit my lip and shook my head.
"N-no, but I've-..." I took a deep breath, forcing the distant memory away as I looked back into his concerned eyes.
"I've only done it once before." I whispered as he sucked his teeth and bit on his bottom lip.
"When was that angel?" He asked as I ran my hands down his chest and settled them on his abs, feeling the hard muscle beneath my fingers tense.
"Two years ago." I said softly and he nodded.
"This might hurt a bit, and you tell me to stop when you feel uncomfortable, yes?" He asked and I nodded.
"Okay." I breathed out and he smiled, easing my nerves and I returned it with one of my own before he leaned down and captured my lips in a sweet and slow kiss.
"I don't have a condom." He suddenly spoke against my lips.
"It's okay, I'm on the pill." I confessed and he looked at me for any signs of reluctance but when he found none, he nodded once before pecking my lips again when I felt the tip of his cock brushing against my entrance.
I didn't even realize he had taken off his boxers as he locked eyes with me and kissed my forehead.
"I'll be a gentleman, but just for tonight. Because you deserve it. But if we go through with this, you're mine forever baby, and I won't hold back from fucking you mercilessly next time. Understood?" He made me understand and I nodded immediately.
"Words."
"Yes, I understand." I whispered breathlessly when he grinned before gently pushing the tip in as I gripped onto his shoulders as he eased himself into me slowly.
I hissed in pain that seemed to threaten to tear me apart, my nails digging into his shoulder as my eyes pricked with unshed tears because boy was he big.
"Are you okay?" He asked me worried as a lone tear fell from my eyes but I nodded nonetheless.
"I-I'm fine, I just need to adjust." I chuckled nervously when he grinned a little, kissing my tears away and placed kisses all over my neck and face, whispering sweet nothings into my ear as he eased himself fully into me.
I gasped at the fullness, my back arching off the ground as my chest touched his, his mouth muttering profanities when he hissed.
"So fucking tight." He grunted, his vice strained as he stilled inside me when he was fully in while I adjusted to his size and the pain.
"Tell me when to move." He said in my ear and a few moments later when I felt I had adjusted, I tapped his shoulder twice.
"You can move now." I whispered breathlessly as he moved out of me, only to slam right back in immediately, making me moan loudly at the sudden contact.
"Shit." I muttered under my breath as he started to move inside me, slowly pulling out and then thrusting back in a few times as my body adjusted to him and soon the pain gave way to immense pleasure.
I ran my hands down his back, my nails leaving scratches in their trail as he thrust in and out of me and I knew he was holding back from fucking me relentlessly.
Not that I would mind.
"Roman." I moaned when he hit deep inside me, filling me to the brim and stilled inside me before pulling out and ramming right back in.
The pleasure was unlike anything I'd ever experienced, not that I was very experienced in this area any way.
It was kind of surprising that I had only done the deed once in my whole life considering I was seen as a 'vixen' by most, but nobody knew the real problem.
I forced all the distant and intrusive memories out of my head and pushed them to the back of my mind, not willing them to ruin this beautiful moment and instead gazed deep into those emerald green eyes, losing myself in them completely.
He grunted, pushing himself deeper as I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck, kissing him there as his pace increased.
Although it wasn't as hard and fast as he wanted to be, this pace was equally torturous and pleasurable and I found myself getting lost in the pleasure as our bodies moved against each other in sync.
He placed his lips on mine, kissing me as if he was doing it for the first time, like a man starved from affection as my hands cupped his face while he drove himself into me with his grunts and groans.
A low growl erupted from the back of his throat when I clenched around him and tugged at his hair, his thrusts becoming more powerful and hard.
He seemed to understand what I was trying to say through my eyes when he increased the pace of his movements, pounding into me the way I wanted although he would slow down in between to pull out, but only to slam himself right back in roughly.
I felt the pleasure building inside me all over again as he thrust in me with powerful strokes that made my eyes roll to the back of my head as he hit my g-spot repeatedly, my skin erupting in tingles as his hand trailed up my arm and cupped the side of my face.
"So beautiful and all mine. Ti tengo per sempre." (I'm keeping you forever) He whispered, ramming himself back inside me after pulling out that made me gasp in pleasure.
"Tell me you're mine, angel. Tell me you won't let anyone else ever touch you like this. Tell me I'll be the only man to do this to you." He said gruffly, possession in his tone as I gritted my teeth at the building pleasure.
"I'm all yours. You're the only one who can touch me, Roman. No one else. You're it." I whispered and heard him grunt in satisfaction as his body moved over mine relentlessly.
"Potrei non essere stato il tuo primo, bambino. But I sure as hell will be your last. You're it for me, Heather." (I may not have been your first, baby.) He whispered in my neck and I felt my heart swell with happiness at the said and unsaid words as he kissed my lips in a frenzy.
"Come with me, amore mio." (My love) He said against my lips and all it took was one last and strong thrust from him to make me release the pressure that had built inside me as I moaned his name in ecstasy.
He released himself inside me at the same time, both of us riding our high with him still moving inside me before he stilled, a shudder racking up his body as he buried his face in the crook of my neck and inhaled deeply, placing kisses there.
"Buon Dio..." (Good god) He muttered before pulling out of me, he slumped beside me and pulled the blanket over us, clutching me close to his chest.
I sighed in content, snuggling deeper into his side as I rest my head on his chest while both of us gazed at the stars, his fingers running through my hair gently as I peered up at him through my lashes and saw his eyes already on me.
"Thank you." I whispered and saw his small smile as he kissed my forehead, not asking what I was thankful for because he knew I gave the same answer every time.
Everything.
* * *
When I woke up, it was to streaks of light falling on my face. I snuggled deeper into Roman's side, my eyes squinting as I looked around us at the peaceful atmosphere.
My eyes then drifted off to the man beside me and I nearly shrieked when I saw him already looking at me. He had been awake all this time.
Creep.
"Morning." I whispered with a yawn, stretching my legs before nuzzling into his side when he smiled wide and chuckled.
"Morning baby. Did you sleep well?" He asked moving the hair away from my face as I peered up at him with a content smile and nodded.
"I did." I said, both of us just gazing at each other before he leaned down and placed his on mine. His tongue connected with mine as he tasted my mouth before pulling away and pecking my lips twice.
"Come on." He whispered, sitting up and I did the same, holding the blanket to my bare chest as my gaze ran over his inked torso and I nearly drooled at the sight.
Almost, though.
"Let's wash up." He said and I nodded but before I could do anything he picked me up from the ground, making me yelp as I held onto his neck as he carried me towards the water bridal style.
Dipping us in the water, I sighed in content as the water soothed my very sore muscles as he let me stand on my own with my back to his front.
He gently massaged my shoulders and I hummed in satisfaction at the feeling, letting myself relax against his front before he turned me around and crashed his lips onto mine.
This time the kiss was much more urgent as he cupped my face in his hands, my own arms around his neck and in his hair before he broke it off and rested his forehead against mine.
"We should go before I lose control." He rasped out and I nodded, although not hating the idea very much but I was already really sore and it was already dawn.
I remembered Anton's warnings to come back home and bit my lip as Roman led me out of the water and helped me dry up with a spare towel he packed before we both put on our clothes and gathered everything up.
As Roman gathered the last few things, I looked at the serene and peaceful place, letting my eyes wander over it one last time before I felt him taking my hand.
"Can we come here again sometime?" I asked hopeful and he nodded with a small smile.
"Of course, baby. Come on." He tugged at my hand as I shrugged on my leather jacket before walking back through the forest and towards the car.
He put the things in the trunk before walking back over to me, standing right in front of me and staring me down as I tried to read into what he was thinking, but his face was like a blank canvas.
"What are you thinking?" I asked him as his gaze darkened.
"How much I want to take you right here." He said and I felt my breath catch in my throat as I stared at him with wide eyes.
"W-what?" I asked shocked when he walked closer to me so I was pressed against the car, his arms on either side of me caging me in and his body pressed against mine.
"Would you like that baby? For me to fuck you right here?" He asked huskily in my ear, nibbling on my ear lobe when I sucked a sharp breath and closed my eyes as his lips trailed downwards.
"Yes." I breathed out and he suddenly stilled, pulling away in the slightest to look at me with dark eyes and a raised brow.
"Really?" He challenged and I bit my lip and nodded after a moment.
"Take me. Use me however you like." I whispered and saw his jaw clench as he pulled at my hand and moved me away from the car, opening the door to the passenger seat, he sat in and pushed the chair back and patted his lap.
I immediately got in and he closed the door as I straddled him but before I could get a word in, his lips were already on mine, kissing me hurriedly as hands roamed my body, igniting a spark in my stomach that left me wanting more.
He threw his jacket and shirt off and I shrugged off my jacket as well and he threw them in the backseat before pulling down the straps of my silky shirt and kissed my skin.
He sucked on my breasts as my hands ran over his chiselled chest before fumbling with the buttons of his pants, his bulge already showing while he worked on my pants and helped me take them off along with my panties.
I took out his hard length from his boxers and he hissed and threw his head back when I ran my hand over it before he grabbed my waist and slammed himself into me.
A loud moan escaped my lips at the sudden fullness, my back arching in pleasure as I rolled my hips, adjusting myself to his size before I slowly started to move up and down his cock.
My eyes rolled back into my head as his lips assaulted my skin and I moved on his length. He suddenly grabbed my hips and slammed himself into me fully and starting thrusting in and out at a fast pace.
My stomach twisted and churned at the feeling of him pounding into me mercilessly, his eyes on the point where his cock slid in and out of me, our moans and grunts echoing in the car as he fucked me just like he'd promised.
It was hard, fast and rough, and I found myself absolutely loving it when he started to slow down and I took this as a chance to grind myself onto him, his head falling back against the headrest as I rode him.
He suddenly came forward and crashed his lips to mine in a frenzy, lifting his hips and thrusting them upwards and effectively knocking the air out of me as I gasped.
"Roman." I moaned when his pace increased once again, his movements animalistic as he pounded into me with a new found passion before I felt like I couldn't take any more as my head fell back.
"Rome, please, I'm about to-..."
"Wait." He ordered, cutting me off as he continued his torture on me and I was sure I would be really sore later as I bit my lip to stop the moans from escaping and to keep myself from coming.
"Roman, please." I whimpered, unable to hold in any longer when he growled and glared at me.
"I said wait." He grunted and I whined as his grip tightened on my hips and I was sure his fingers would leave a bruise there.
"Come." He ordered after a few more thrusts and that was all it took for me to release an earth shattering orgasm, momentarily seeing stars as he thrusted lazily into me, riding his own high as he came with me before he stopped and pulled me against his chest.
Both of us breathed heavily and I closed my eyes as I breathed in his intoxicating scent, letting myself relax in his embrace when he sighed.
"Fuck, you'll be the ruin of me, won't you?" He questioned as I pulled back to look into his eyes and smiled faintly.
"Yes. Does that scare you?" I cocked my head to one side as he studied me intently, as if I was a work of art.
"Non più, angel." (Not anymore.) He whispered huskily, tucking my hair behind my ears before helping me off his lap, he cleaned me up and helped me wear my clothes before getting dressed himself.
"So much for washing up." He muttered as he slid into the driver's seat and I giggled, resting my head against the seat and observing him.
He looked over at me and smiled softly before reaching forward and kissed my forehead, lingering a few seconds before pulling away.
"Are you hungry?" He asked started the car and I shrugged as he started driving while I fumbled with the sound system and blasted Taylor Swift through the speakers and smiled giddily.
He reached out for my hand and interlaced our fingers together as we drove towards a diner and stopped right outside.
"Wait here." He said and went inside the diner, coming out a few minutes later with a brown paper bag.
Getting in the car, he handed the bag to me and instantly my mouth watered at the sight of the freshly baked chocolate buns and munched on it happily while sipping on chocolate milkshake.
I fed Roman as well while he drove and made him drink the milkshake as well, which he liked, surprisingly.
"Rome?" I called out to him after we were finished eating and he looked over at me briefly, urging me to go on.
"How old are you?" I asked suddenly. The question had been roaming in my mind for a while now but I forgot to ask until now.
"Twenty five." He said and I nodded thoughtfully, noting he was six years older than me, same as Alex, as he glanced at me worried.
"This doesn't change anything, does it?" He suddenly asked in a slight panic and worried tone and I couldn't help but giggle.
"No, I just thought you'd be younger or something." I replied shrugging and he nodded thoughtfully.
"Is there a problem with my age? Does it bother you?" He asked when I shook my head with a chuckle.
"No Rome, I have no problem with it. It's actually kinda hot." I said and saw his lips tug upwards as he squeezed my hand.
We drove in silence the rest of the way, the only sound of Taylor Swift through the speakers as he drove me home.
The guards opened the metal gates when they saw it was me and Roman drove in, stopping in front of the front door after rounding the water fountain in the middle.
I collected my things and looked at him happily and leaned forward, placing a peck on his lips before pulling away but he was quick to pull me back with his hand around the back of my neck, kissing me properly.
"Next time you kiss me, do it properly." He grumbled against my lips before kissing me again, hard, and nibbled on my lip before letting me go, my face flushed.
"I'll see you later?" I asked and he nodded once as I smiled and placed a chaste kiss on his cheek.
"Okay then. Take care." I whispered close to him, my hand on his chest as I turned to open the door and got out, waving to him briefly before walking up to the front door which was immediately opened by Tom.
"Ms. Elias." He gave me a knowing smirk as he glanced behind me and I felt my face heat up as I turned to look at Roman once more before scrambling inside.
"Not a word, Tom." I looked at the man with seriousness and he pretended to zip his lips and smiled.
"What just happened?" He asked me feigning confusion and I grinned at him.
"Thanks." I said and skipped up the stairs and into my room.
Grabbing more comfortable shorts and a t-shirt, I took a quick shower before sliding into my bed and sighed as I recalled everything that happened last night.
I squealed into my pillow, texting Jane we need to talk in college before sighing into the silky sheets and closed my eyes with a big smile on my face, utterly satisfied and content.
And a little sore too.
Fuck, a bit too sore actually.