A kind man named Oda Saku appeared.
After Osamu Dazai was silent for a moment, he turned around and saw Hyakkimaru who was walking further and further away.
Throat is blocked.
Can't breathe...a suffocation-like feeling.
His thoughts were temporarily blank, and gradually returned to normal, as if the life organs in his body were calling for help, and all the screams were illusions, and he was pulled back by reality when he was drowning in the turbid water.
—Ah, this is the reality.
He heard himself like a coward, speaking in a hesitant and weak voice.
"...Hundred...ghost...maru..."
Turn around.
Who are you looking for?
Didn't you find Dororo? Didn't you say that you love me?
Why did you not see me... It took
three days to split the sheep organization, and nine days to destroy the new Mafia members of the GSS organization. The blood on the face of the childish boy faded, and a ray of light in his pupils went out. His soul was haunted by sin, and hundreds of people lost their lives, destroying that precious pure whiteness of humanity.
Dark and bloody.
His hands are not dirty, but his heart is too dirty to wash.
Suddenly, Osamu Dazai understood why the parallel time and space Hakugimaru didn't recognize him.
He laughed out loud.
For their own stupidity and ridiculous cognition.
Because of the murders committed by the wicked and the Mafia in the Beebo Street, I thought that it would be fine if I didn't kill, and because of the change in Baigimaru's attitude towards Mr. Mori and Nakahara, I had a fluke mentality and felt that I didn't care if I changed. No matter what he looks like, he will be recognized, and the big deal is to find a way to make Baiguimaru forgive himself. Why can someone who has killed someone be treated leniently, but can't get special treatment from the other side?
As a result, he kept talking about the person he liked, but he couldn't recognize him, and before he even had time to abandon him, he was left behind by a broken and unconscious puppet.
What happened to this world?
What you strive to pursue at the expense of prolonging your painful life... none of it exists.
The wind blew across the river bank, and the fresh and clean boy in the white shirt took steps in the opposite direction and went back slowly. His half-dry hair was dry, the new bandages were soaked with blood oozing from the skin, and everything was the same.
At the Port Mafia headquarters, Ogai Mori, who was busy, looked at the boy in the black coat who came alone.
He put down his pen and smiled as if he saw Osamu Dazai as a student.
"Welcome back."
They knew each other well.
The thick darkness devoured the thin phototaxis of Osamu Dazai. The boy with a chaotic and evil nature didn't care about killing people or saving people, and he would do whatever could interest him.
"Dazai-kun, I forgot to tell you one thing, I haven't actually killed a few people."
"..."
"But Baigui-kun is a person who pays attention to the theory of cause and effect."
There is no such thing as a good thing to kill if you kill yourself. , the law does not allow this, and the crime of abetting murder is also equivalent to the crime of murder, but the former is less likely to be caught than the latter.
Dazai Osamu did not speak, and Mori Ogai no longer forced him to give up his feelings.
"Anything for me? Dazai-kun."
"Give me a new address, I don't want to go back to the clinic."
Mori Owai raised his eyebrows and asked tentatively, "How about living in the port mafia? ?"
Osamu Dazai said indifferently, "Yes."
Twenty minutes later.
Mori Owai learned that his clinic was blocked and his medical facilities were smashed, making it impossible to operate normally for a short period of time.
Mori Owai was sad: "There is one less thing to generate income."
Dazai-kun is really bad when he is bad. It is better to be willing to let go of his anger than to hold it in his heart.
Alas, continue to eat instant noodles, can the world find a leader even more destitute than him?
...
Hakukimaru spent a day searching outside and returned to the clinic in the evening.
In the past, the door that could be opened with a single push was stuck, but Baiguiwan had a lot of strength. After trying several times, he knocked the door open. As soon as he entered, his feet almost slipped, and there was an empty bottle on the ground.
In the clinic, all kinds of bottles and jars were placed in disorder, killing obsessive-compulsive disorder, and there were footprints on the medicine box. Mori Owai, who worked as a part-time leader, was too lazy to come back and toss, so he simply embezzled funds and called to order a batch of the latest foreign instruments.
"Too... Luo Luo?"
Bai Gui Wan made an uncertain voice, his eyes turning inorganically.
Neither the sinful flames of life nor the white flames of life were seen, indicating that the two had not returned. This happened several times. The father and daughter were busy and sometimes stayed out for the night. For example, "Dorolo" rarely came back last night. It was "Dorolo"'s father who accompanied him to dinner, This way he doesn't have to worry about the other party's situation.
Not knowing how messy the clinic was, Baigui Wan hurriedly scanned the shadows of dead objects, walked to the ward where he lived, and waited peacefully for "Dorolo" to come back to eat with him.
This wait, until the dead of night.
There were no passers-by outside, and those who wanted to seek medical treatment went back when they saw the doors and windows being blocked.
Baiguimaru is hungry.
He was asked by "Dorolo" to eat cooked food. In order not to make "she" hate him, he began to pick up the eating habits of his previous life, and tried his best to live like a normal person.
So Bai Gui Wan, who had been unconsciously raised for a while, found the noodles and found that he didn't know where the hot water was or how to start a fire in the house. There was no other way than eating dry. He didn't complain about the problem. He chewed the bread and ate it dry. After that, he groped for a drinking cup and drank the half glass of water left over during the day.
A person's life, a person's loneliness, appeared again strongly.
[When will Dororo come back...]
Baiguimaru sat on a chair and checked his bandaged right leg with his hand to make sure there was no trauma. He hadn't changed the bandage for two days. Luo" replaces it for himself.
The reason is simple -
the feeling of being accepted by someone you like is happiness.
[Even if Dororo thought I didn't know, and was always poking the sensitive parts of the human body curiously, I could only pretend that I didn't perceive it, and tell her not to do this after I regained my sense of touch. 】
The lanky fourteen-year-old boy is looking forward to the future while enjoying the joy of loneliness.
The darkness also became less unbearable.
However, Hyakkimaru didn't see anyone coming until dawn, pushed open the door and went out, continuing to search day after day, no longer interested in the initial lesson of those unclean flames of life.
He just wanted to find "Dororo".
So he returned to the area of Beading Street, where the terrain was complicated and the layers went down.
Hyakkimaru's heart and eyes can see the flame of life of every living being. This flame of life, which is equal to the soul, allows him to distinguish who is a wicked person with a dirty mind and who is a good person who has never killed anyone, and his experience of surviving in a chaotic world is very good. One point: don't trust people who have killed people, they have broken the bottom line of life.
At the corner of the clinic, Osamu Dazai stood there with his back and stood silently in the shadows. After a while, he said "boring" for his behavior and left immediately.
once.
twice.
Do you want to give this doll a third chance?
On Beebo Street, Zhongyuan Zhong also heard that Baigui Wan was coming, and went to find that person. He was puzzled to find that Baiguimaru appeared alone on Beingbo Street, and asked, "Dazai should be all right."
Baiguimaru's gray-brown pupils aimed at him, indifferently surprised, opened his mouth to ask this acquaintance.
"Dorolo...?"
"You're talking about Dazai, I don't have his phone number."
Zhongyuan Zhong was embarrassed to find that there was no contact information for Dazai Osamu. They have been drained of their use value and thrown away.
With a very good heart, he didn't want Baiguiwan to search everywhere, so he scratched his hair and said, "Come with me, I'll go to the port mafia and ask him if he's there." When he
reached the downstairs of the port mafia headquarters, Zhongyuan Zhong also pulled As Hakukimaru came over, the two minors and serious underworld people seemed to have two styles of painting. He cautiously asked the members in black suits at the door.
"Excuse me, is Osamu Dazai inside?"
"No."
The port mafia members who obeyed the order replied and drove the two away.
Zhongyuan Zhong also raised his head to look at the five buildings of the port mafia. The reflection of the glass windows obscured the figures inside, making it impossible for him to know whether Dazai Osamu was looking down from above.
"Maybe it's busy, you wait a few more days." The search ended without a hitch, and Zhongyuan Zhong also comforted Baiguimaru like this, not believing that Osamu Dazai could escape. The bastard had threatened him not to abduct Baiguiwan a few days ago.
Baiguimaru's face was expressionless, his brows furrowed, showing a somewhat humanized expression.
[Will Dororo be in the bandit den? 】
He began to want to rush in.
Zhongyuan Zhong also saw his intention, and quickly stopped it, pulling it to a farther place, "Don't forcefully invade the headquarters of the port mafia, even if you are his friend, you will be treated as an enemy."
【 But how did you meet her? 】
Hakukimaru's face is full of intelligible thoughts.
"I'll help you pay attention. As soon as I see him, I'll catch him to meet you!"
Zhongyuan Zhong also answered firmly.
In the afternoon, Zhongyuan Zhong also fulfilled its promise and caught a lively Dazai Osamu. He forcibly escorted the other party, regardless of the opponent's struggle and shouting "Little Shorty, what do you want to do".
Seeing the people approaching the clinic, Osamu Dazai gave up his resistance and said, "Chuya, let it go, I'll go see him." Zhongyuan Zhong no longer meddled in his own business: "Come on, he's dying."
Song Opening the hand that grabbed the collar, Zhongyuan Zhong also felt that he had done a good deed every day and left happily.
However, he did not see what happened behind.
Baiguimaru leaned against the door, and the godless face suddenly stared in the direction of Dazai Osamu, with a cold expression, and an indescribable sense of pressure and stagnation suddenly appeared in the air.
A flame of life burned in my heart, and the gray flame was covered with red light!
Have done evil, killed people.
"..."
Osamu Dazai was able to remain relaxed in front of Zhongyuan Zhongya, and he took a breath of air.
Thinking that the dwarf hadn't gone far, he walked over slowly.
Baiguimaru...
Zhongyuan Zhong also looked back at the two people who were "reunited", and the corner of his mouth raised, Dazai still kept his promise and did not do anything to discard Baiguiwan, otherwise he would not sit idly by.
In the end, Osamu Dazai stopped three meters away from Hakukimaru, and his neck was held against the sharp samurai sword.
He is like a man who kills himself.
"Are you going to kill me?"
Dazai Osamu said in the tone of welcoming death when he met with an unexpected end.
[This person is too close...]
Baiguimaru didn't want to kill, and looked around for the flame of "Dorolo" life, and felt repulsed by the flame of sin that was close at hand, especially when this person followed the "gradual color demon god" "Human Host" came, but at first I didn't see the flame of life clearly, I thought it was "Dorolo".
The height of this man is similar to "Dororo", but he has done bad things and killed a lot of people, but he doesn't want to do something to a human who may be about the same size as "Dororo".
The world cannot be gentle with people, but what people can do is to keep the bottom line of their conscience.
Hyakkimaru refuses such a dangerous person to approach him.
"Go away."
"..."
Osamu Dazai went to see him, and Baikimaru was guarding the door of the clinic, as if he was protecting his own home.
Sadly there is no one in the clinic behind him.
Who is Hyakkimaru protecting?
A great anger swept through his heart, Dazai Osamu clenched his fists and tore the surface of trust, how vulnerable it was inside. Ozaki Hongye said that he wanted to cherish this trust, and he cherished it, in exchange for the unfamiliar attitude of Baiguimaru, doesn't he look like the "Dorolo" in your heart at all?
There was a word in his mind that he wanted to kill.
【What do you think of me? ! 】
He Dazai Osamu is not a kind and innocent good person, Baiguimaru can't see him clearly, why do you still like him?
Dazai Osamu swung away his samurai sword, ignoring the sharp edge of the sword, and said coldly: "I have to go to the clinic behind you today, you can kill me and try."
【No entry! ]
[This is Dororo's home, only with the permission of Dororo and Dororo's father! 】
Hakukimaru was stepped on the bottom line by this person, exuding killing intent like a beast.
At the moment when Hyakkimaru was about to attack Dazai Osamu, there was a shrill cat meowing on the roof that made his scalp tingle. Dazai Osamu's body froze, and he looked up to the eaves of the clinic. A three-flowered cat jumped off the roof, fluttering its long tail, leisurely and comfortable, as if it was not the one who made that terrible noise just now, and a few stray cats followed the cat boss soon emerged from behind it.
These cats didn't dare to get close to Baigimimaru and Dazai Osamu below, and squatted in rows, as if watching the excitement of human beings.
He was subtly overlooked by the cat.
Dazai Osamu suddenly pierced through his extreme self-destructive emotions, stopped, and went to look at the appearance of Hyakkimaru, which he loved, and lost his desire to talk to himself.
"Just wait and wait for the rest of your life."
[...]
Baiguimaru watched on alert as the flames of life were no longer approaching, as if giving up the intrusion.
In the world of his mind, the other party simply and neatly left.
【gone. 】
Hakukimaru put his arms back on his elbows, and after standing for a long time, he squatted down. In the Central Plains, he also tried his best to express to him that he would bring "Dorolo" to him. He finally understood it with difficulty. He stayed at the door from morning to afternoon, just to let "Dorolo" come to him as soon as possible. Dororo" saw himself.
His right foot became a little unsupportable, probably due to tired muscles and nerves.
It doesn't matter, his physical strength is stronger than that of ordinary people. If he can wait, he can go out to fish if there is not enough food. If there is not enough water, he can quench his thirst by just looking for a river. The minimum level of survival is not difficult for him.
The three-colored cat on the eaves jumped down, its tail raised high, its deep and bright round pupils shrank into vertical pupils where there was no sunlight, and raised its head to look at a two-legged beast like a human.
[Hey, doesn't this kid even recognize his friends? 】
Natsume Soseki's most worried situation happened, the boy was led into the darkness by Moriou.
In a sense, Baiguiwan is too clean.
His world was so clean that it couldn't contain any impurities. It was either black or white, good or bad. This concept protected him to survive, but he couldn't let people tainted with darkness approach him.
The three-flowered cat that Natsume Soseki transformed into walked around him for half a circle, thinking hard about the solution.
When the other stray cats saw his behavior, they ran over and surrounded Baiguimaru. Baiguiwan, who was in a predicament of waiting, noticed one after another of the white little beings, with a peaceful and beautiful expression on his face, as if he was in a paradise-like place, and any human intrigue had nothing to do with him.
His world as Baikimaru is small, safe and narrow, and he can only hide Shouhai and "Dorolo".
At the same time, his world is very big...so
big that he has seen the Transmigration Division and learned about many worlds. After transmigration, he has spared no effort to sharpen himself since he was born in order to complete the role of acting.
[Dororo likes small animals. 】
Hakukimaru went to touch the small animals that surrounded him, and opened his closed heart to the two most important people.
[That man was so fierce just now, are you really not afraid of me beheading him? 】
Subconsciously, Baiguimaru felt that she was definitely not a girl. No girl in troubled times would face a man with a weapon and break into the house ignoring the sword in his hand.
【Dororo...】
【Where are you, why can't I see you. 】
Day by day, Bai Gui Wan found very little food, and the fish in the river were not too many and not big. He was able to eat a lot when he was growing up. In order to save time when going out, he usually comes back after a simple meal, especially at night when he can't see passers-by, he will wait quietly at the door of the clinic.
In the process of looking for someone, Bai Gui Wan once again met a kind person with a pure and white soul.
He struggled to express his plea for help.
"???"
Oda Sakunosuke couldn't really read his heart from this indifferent face, he hesitated for a while, but still tried to communicate with the boy. He remembered that recently he always saw this young man catching fish in the river to eat, or drinking the river water. The water pollution in Yokohama City was a little serious. If this goes on, he will eat a bad stomach.
"Do you have any items? I'll help you find acquaintances."
[I have books. ]
Under his friendliness and patience, Hakugimaru took out the book treasured in his arms.
Sakunosuke Oda flipped through the "Complete Suicide Handbook" and determined that it was something left to him by the person beside the black-haired boy, because on the first page there was a phone number that he could call if he got lost.
Oda Sakunosuke dialed it.
"Hello, there is a lost boy here, and he has your contact information. May I ask you..."
Then, before he finished speaking, he heard an indifferent answer.
"I don't know."
After beeping twice, the phone was directly hung up.
Oda Sakanosuke: "..."
Under the "direct look" of Hyakkimaru, who had become a little dirty, Oda Sakanosuke's conscience was overwhelmed, he organized the language in his heart, and dialed the phone again.
"Sorry, I made a mistake just now, there is a young man who is dying by the river, may I ask..."
"..."
There was a continuous silence on the phone.
After a while, the person who answered the phone, who sounded young, said, "This gentleman, don't meddle in your own business. He is not only tough, but also has a very strong survivability. It's not your turn to worry about a stranger like you."
Oda Tsukanosuke Reluctant to listen, he seriously emphasized: "You know each other." The
other party was unwilling to answer.
Oda Sakunosuke had no choice but to say: "He seems to be looking for someone named Dororo..." With
a bang, he seemed to hear the rough sound of the phone being smashed, and his eyelids twitched. Fortunately, the quality of the other party's mobile phone is good, and the call is still in the intermittent state.
Oda Sakunosuke breathed a sigh of relief, and the call was fine.
immediately.
He heard the other party say coolly: "Accidentally, the mobile phone had close contact with the wall, which made the gentleman wait for a long time." The
next sentence was -
"Without this person, he died. If you ask again, he will be buried in the ground.
" hang up!