Fifty three. Running.

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Jimin's POV

All the time I was looking out of the window, just to make sure that Jongin isn't following us. I felt how I was shiwering, so I tried to calm myself down, because the Christmas night was in my head and all images are back, but I really tried to shake it off. I know that I need to think about Jungkook if I want to keep myself sane, I want to be with him so bad... But I can't have him.

"Ji, is everything alright?" I heard Taehyung's voice.

I tried to ignore him too, because I thought that I will cry like a little girl before him.

"Jimin..." He placed his hand on my knee.

"Yes, everything is alright, just keep driving." I smiled and removed his hand.

"Where?"

"Where ever you want, I don't care, just not back at the club." I said silently.

"Should we go at mine's?"

"Okay, I said where you want." I sighted and held my knees to the chest.

I looked at my hands and they were shaking. I think I started to calm down. What I need to be scared? With Jongin is everything over, he doesn't need to follow me. What was he doing there with Rebecca? Why do I care? But I feel that the end is nowhere near.

"We are here, Jimin." Taehyung moved his hand before my face and I stepped out of the car. Taehyung walked to the door to unlock them but they were already unlocked and opened.

"What the..." Taehyung frowned and silently opened the door and walked inside without a noice.

I walked inside after him as silently as him, well I don't know who is inside.

"Jungkook!?" Taehyung asked confused and turned the lights on.

"Fuck..." I mumbled when I saw Jungkook.

"What are you doing here?" Taehyung looked at him weirdly.

"Ohh..." I looked at Jungkook who was confuse. Well we all were, especially me. I don't understand who is happening here. "Well... I-I... I was... Uhmm...just tired of Rebecca." He sighted.

"Well congratulations idiot." I mumbled under my nose so nobody could here me.

"Good, well at least you should close the door." Taehyung rolled his eyes and Jungkook walked to us.

Okay, it is time to get out of here.

"So I am going to bed." I looked at both of them and ran upstairs.

"Jimin, I-"

"I am going to sleep, goodnight." I closed the door before I could hear Jungkook's sentence.

It was Yoongi's room, well he is with Hoseok hyung somewhere, so he won't be here, so I can stay here.

I fell on the bed. What a day. I went out to the club with Taehyung, Jongin found me with Rebecca with that stupid belly. And when I ran from hell, I met Jungkook. It was hard not to run in his hands and tell him everything, but I couldn't do it, because he will have a baby together with Rebecca. It doesn't matter that I love him, but the kid doesn't diserve to be alone, knowing Rebecca...

I heard how someone was walking upstairs and stood near the room, where I was. I closed my eyes, because I suposted to be asleep.

"Jimin?" When the doors opened I heard Jungkook's voice.

I tried, I really tried to pretend. I felt how Jungkook sat beside me and just was there, he didn't do nothing. I wanted to open my eyes, but then I will need to talk with him, and I don't want to do that.  Then I would spill everything to Jungkook, what happened on the vacation. He would kill Jongin, and if he survive, then I will be dead.

Jungkook brushed my hair out of my face and kissed my cheek. I started moving a little, to warn him that I can 'wake up', he stood up and walked outside, leaving me alone. I opened my eyes and sighted out of relieve. I looked at the ceiling for a little. I tried to stay as silent as I could be to hear what they were talking, but it was silence.

I rolled to the side and fell off. I started laughing.

"What happened here?" Jungkook ran to Yoongi's room with a scared face on his eyes.

He looked at me and started laughing also, he helped me to stand up and sat beside me.

"Is everything okay, is it hurting anywhere?" He asked and I shook my head.

"Where is Taehyung?"

"He drove to get Nari out of the club. Maybe that we are alone now, could you tell me why you broke up with me?" His face was serious in a sec.

I looked at him and found him looking at me, I felt how shivers ran trhough my body. It looked like he could read my mind.

"Jungkook, I already told you, it will be better. And I was right." I looked at my lap. "Please, go and don't make everything harder."

"No, I won't go antwhere, until you will say why. It won't be better and you know it, please say me what happened." Jungkook was almost crying.

"Jungkook, please go, if you won't – I will." I stood up.

"You won't go anywhere, same as me." He held me on my wrist.

"Let go." I mumbled and tried to remove his hand of mine.

"First, say what happened and why you don't want to be with me." He looked at me with a stern face and wasn't going to let me go.

"Jungkook, let go!!!" I shouted and broke free.

"Jimin, you won't go anywhere, until you will tell me what is happening to you. After the Christmas eve you are like nobody like you were before. You don't want hear about me, see me, what happened? Can you tell me or not?!" He stood in my way and didn't let me go.

"I said, that this will be better, and now go!!!" I shouted without much patience left in me.

I saw anger in his eyes, I wans't fast enough to react how he shaked me, it hurt me.

"What is happening to you?! Stop doing this bullshit, I can seriously get angry and then everything will really end!" He shouted at my face, still holding me with his strong hands.

I was scarred, I have never seen him like this,

"Leave me alone! Run to your Rebecca, stop carring for me, I am perfectly fine and everything will be better when you will disappear from my life!!!" I screamed my lungs out and stormed out of the house.

I ran as fast as I could, but the tears was rolling down my face and it was hard to see the road. I said everything I didn't want to say and I will regret all my life. I love Jungkook and I don't want for him to be out of my life. I want just Jungkook. Well he hates me now, better now, than latter.

I was tired from all that running, and I lost all my hopes for Jungkook to run after me. My face was soaking wet, I found a bench and sat there crying.

I sat there alone and was thinking how I hate my life. And everything was because of that son of a bitch Jongin, if not him, I would live a happy life. How I even could ever loved him? He is an animal, who needs to be killed. I needed to ran away from him before I ended school, but not. I didn't.

"Jimin? You are here?" I saw someone's siloethe.

"Yeah." I whimpered from the cold.

"Why did you ran?" Taehyung asked me and sat near me.

"Because." I laughed when he hugged me.

He also rolled his eyes and found a cigarette.

"Smoking doesn't suit you." I said while looking at you.

"And the smuged mascara doesn't suit you." He smiled.

"If I will stop crying, will you stop smoking?" I giggled.

"It's a deal."

"Deal." I smiled and he hugged me tighter.
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