There aren't any 'The Jeon and Park' [completed]

Twenty three. Talk.

I just understood that what I had written in this chapter is happening in my real life, right now...
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Jimin POV

"I love you Jimin." His eyes shined, he looked at me with deep stare.

I stood there with agape mouth and didn't understand what happened with Jungkook. Does he love me? Jungkook!?

"What are you talking about?!" I yelled at him.

I was still in shock, but placed my hand on his head.

"Are you sick? Jungkook what happened to you? I don't understand." I held my head in my hands.

"Jimin, I am joking." He started to laugh hysterical.

"You what?" I looked at him with my big eyes.

"Oh my god, you had to see your face." He laughed harder.

"I thought... You are an idiot!" I shouted and sat on the ground. "You found a perfect time to joke around." I said and let my head down.

He still laughed, I lifted my head and saw how few girls started to walk to our direction.

"Please, can we go home?" I walked to Jungkook.

He saw girls, too.

"Jump on my back, your leg is hurt."

I really wanted to come home as fast as possible, so I just jumped and he started to walk home.

"You know, you were lighter." He chuckled.

"Please, don't tease me more, because I am close to go insane." I mumbled.

"I am trying to." He chuckled and continue to walk.

After 15 minutes we reached my home, so I jumped off his back and with small smile walked inside.

"Mom?" I shouted.

"Oh, you both are already here." She went out of kitchen with apron and a spoon in hand.

"I am going to my room." I said to Jungkook and ran upstairs fast.

I walked inside my room, took phone with me and went inside bathroom. I locked doors and sat on the bathroom floor. I was so confused and I needed to call Hoseok-hyung. Just him I can tell everything.

"Hello?" I heard boy's voice.

"Yoongi? Where is Hoseok? I really need him right now." I said fast and wasn't sure if he understood.

"He is in shower. Happened something?" He asked me.

"Yes, happened and I really need to talk with Hobi-hyung, when he will finish, say to him that he must to call me."

"Wait, maybe I can help?"

"Yoongi, I don't think I can trust you." I mumbled. "Don't offense."

"You fell in love with Jungkook?" He asked with calm tone.

"What are...? H-How? I... n-no... don't know..." I stuttered.

"Tell me what happened." His calm voice reached me and I fell silent.

"I have no idea, Yoongi. Everything is so complicated." I sighed and closed eyes.

"Everything is okay, JI. You can trust me." I felt how he smiled.

"Okay." I sighed heavily. "But if you will tell for someone, I will kill you, Yoongi, I swear I will choke you with my own bare hands." I mumbled.

"Okay." He chuckled. "Start, I am listening."

"Sooo... I don't even know how to start. Yesterday we kissed, because moms asked us to do this, and we have a deal, that if someone will jet out, will jump in the lake naked. SO in the moring we went to eat in town and he kissed me again. Day was great, but fans always interupted or attacked us. The most important is that we have a lot normal talks, he holds me in his hands, embrace, he says that he will protect me from everyone who will bully me or will do something bad to me, that He cares for me. But the most important he said, that he loves me. And you know what he said later? He said that it's a joke. And what hurted the most is that I liked those words. Then I felt anger, fear and dissapointment. I am scaried, because I wanted to hear those words again and say, that I love him too. I was so embarresed, but when he said that it was a joke, something in my body fell down. I don't know maybe it is because how he treats me when fans are around, or what words he uses. I think I got used to it and when we were alone and he said, that that was a joke, I didn't know what to do. I know that I don't love him. But I am hurt, because I know that those words to him was meaningless, was nothing." I sighed heavily and felt how tears had fallen my eyes. It was silence for a good moment, all I could hear was my heavy breathing and sobs.

"I don't really know what to say, Ji. I hope that everything will fall in places. And I think that you should find out what Jungkook feels to you." He said and it felt like I relaxed after his words.

"Okay and thanks hyung that you listened to me." I smiled and finally opened my eyes.

"Everything is okay, Jiminie, and now rest and don't overthink, bye."
"Bye and say hi to Hoseok from me." I said and hung down.
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It is not that I had written this now, no I have already wrote 30chapters in lithuanian and I need to translate it, soo I understood just know what have wrote. And how I understand how Jiminie is feeling😔
It is as friday update.
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