Broken

Chapter 10

"What a basturd. I swear he should know better than to try and get at you. Your not like Myra who would gladly open her legs to any male," He said making me laugh. He cracked a smile and it was nice knowing I can always make him smile. Even though I really didn't do anything to try. I didn't even notice Brandon leaning closer. Our noses were literally touching and I felt my heart doing back flips. Weird. I felt my palms becoming sweaty.

"Brad...  I don't think I'm ready," I blurted out. Gosh im such a loser.

He smiled at me but I can tell he was a bit dissapointed.

"I won't rush anything. I promise and don't worry I wasn't going to kiss you," he replied with a smile.

"I just get so memorize by your eyes. They remind me of a really nice shade of blue that stands out more than others and have that something special in them that distinguishes them and even the words im saying don't do them justice," he sincerely admitted making me smile. Damn this boy for being so sweet.

One thing for sure is I barely noticed how crazy my heart beats when im near him. I'm scared to grow any feelings but he makes me feel okay as if I have nothing to fear.

Just then I heard a familiar song playing.

"Ohhh let's go dance Brandon," I squealed remembering the name of the song.

"What about your knuckles," he asked concerned. Oh yea. I completely forgot about them. Eh they feel alright.

"All better-Now can we go dance," I pleaded feeling happy.

He held my hand making my heart do back flips. Why haven't I noticed before my feelings for Brandon. Was I really that scared? Am I still a bit hesitated?

I completely forgot about my thoughts when Brandon started dancing in front of me. He was always good at dancing but not as good as me.

Let's make this fleeting moment last forever
So, tell me what you're waiting for?
I'm gonna keep it frozen here forever,
There's no regretting anymore.
It's worth the wait, even so far away.
I'm making the night mine until the day I die

Our hips swayed in the same direction but I was nowhere near grinding on brandon. He pulled out a silly face and it made me laugh. He's such a goofball.
No lights to brake when you're hanging by fate
You know what it feels like when you're dancing blind
All alone, just the beat inside my soul
Take me home, where my dreams are made of gold
In the zone where the beat is un-controlled.
I know what it feels like
Come on make me feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive alive alive alive
Alive!

I began mouthing the words and he pretended to mouth the same words but he was... actually mouth singing to me?
Meet me under shining lights,
I've been waiting right here all my life
Feelings you can't deny that you're living, open up your eyes
And I just wanna sink into your crazy laughter
Come on make me feel until the pain don't matter
Every second here makes my heart beat faster
Finally think I found what I'm chasing after.
All alone, just the beat inside my soul
Take me home, where my dreams are made of gold
In the zone where the beat is un-controlled.
I know what it feels like
Come on make me feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive alive alive alive
Alive!

I smiled at the gesture and continued to dance.
All alone, just the beat inside my soul
Take me home, where my dreams are made of gold
In the zone where the beat is un-controlled.
I know what it feels like
Come on make me feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive alive alive alive
Alive!
I know what it feels like
Come on make me feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive
Feel alive, feel alive alive alive alive
Alive! Feel alive!